I've never experianced something like this before. Not so strongly anyway. The feeeling of losing someone so close to you in your life whether it be mother,father,brother,sister,cusins,auntie's, uncles, grandparents, friends or lovers.Knowing how much hurt is filled in our lives. I nearly lost my best friend. She took an overdose of paracetomol. If she didn't have an appointment at the doctors the...