Today was just...diffcult. I enjoyed myself, had my laughs on my own time, but that made it all the more difficult. Everyday I wake up, feeling the same. I wake up knowing two things, "I still live here." That is the first thought that enters my head. The same four walls that refrain me from achieving what I want most to achieve. The second thought, "I'm still the same", is the one that upsets me...