taking.chances. / Comments

@ Tachkan
Same :/

Haha that's fine! It happens.. I definitely don't get on here as often as I used to..

I used to date this girl, and it was the worst relationship of my life, but I want her back more than anything.

Your welcome miss, I'm always here.

I understand that, BUT you don't want to end up passing out, or worse.

Haha, because they searched for 5 minutes on google and decided that for themselves? :P

People are just like that on the internet, and it's not your problem. I get annoyed sometimes when I see really young people talking about how they have (self diagnosed) depression because I know people with serious disorders and it's not something caused by their parents telling them they couldn't have a new phone or the boy in their class not liking them back. That's just young people being upset and annoyed. That's totally normal and I think 10 years ago it would have stayed feeling that way if it weren't for the internet giving people stupid ideas...

So I can see from their point of view, how they might be annoyed in similar ways by you, a 16 year old, having disorders. But really, if you know you have these disorders then to hell with anyone trying to tell you otherwise. If you are self diagnosing you should go see a doctor :)

I self diagnosed myself with depression a little while ago and eventually went to see a doctor about it. I was told I haven't got anything to worry about and that I get myself down because I'm a very deep thinker. And that's it. I have nothing 'wrong' with me, as I thought I did. I see a psychiatrist every few months and it's awesome just to talk to someone.

Do you talk to anyone professional about what you have to deal with?

Really? Report their asses. I don't tend to mingle enough on here to find myself in with those kinda people, but I know they exist here. It sucks but hey, ignore it and move on. If there's something more irritating then arrogant, ignorant people saying horrible things to good people, it's good people being affected by it when they don't have to be. :)

You're 16. Don't feel like shit. Save that for when you're 30 ;)

But really. I read your blogs. You ARE beautiful. I know I'm just a stranger telling you pretty things but you have to believe it. :)

The worst part is that nobody cares. Looking in from the outside, from an adult's point of view, it's sort of like, "Oh, well, too bad. That's life, and you've gotta learn how to survive in the real world, someday."

And I really just can't stress enough how angry it makes me and how powerless I feel.

I'm gonna start my own Occupy movement.

Stick it to the man.

Yeah.

Seriously. I mean, I really connect with where you're coming from. I was taken out of school because of mental instability, and my teachers were entirely aware of the situation. Despite that, they proceeded to dump me with a month's worth of work that I missed, as well as the current work that they were doing in class. They expected me to finish it all, take all of the tests and quizzes that I'd missed, and make it back in time for finals. All within a little over one month.

I now have four failed classes that I need to make up. Because nobody stopped to consider that maybe I was out of school for the reason that I'd emotionally cracked beneath the pressure of school.

I just can't even begin to understand. I'm being punished for something that they did to me.

And... wow, I'm sorry for that mini-rant. xD

Just saying. I absolutely get what you mean. It's not just the average teenage "they don't understand me". They literally just do not understand, and students have to pay for the ignorance of the educational system.

You're welcome <3

No problem :D

No problem and I hope things get better for you =)

oh my gosh, :o how weird, right!

^-^ You're welcome. Just happy I could help lol.

Like, Wednesday or something

that's why i like to write. none are posted, but i write in my notebooks about how my life would be if nothing went wrong. if everything went great, and no one was ever depressed.

i know. i wish we all lived in a world where everything was happy, like heaven, no pain, angst, drama, tears, just happiness. but that's not possible

thanks, with you too. no one should ever feel like this.

YESSSSS. I will probably be at the mall or something. I don't know. It's a maybe. So don't get your hopes up too high.