I kinda feel like a complete bitch because i'm talking about a stupid boy when you have actual problems. i am sorry. i have no idea how ur are so possitive but i'm so proud of you for being that way.
Awe. I just teared up. i use to believe in love so much. i use to belive in romance and story book endings and now i have a poem that is called "love is bullshit". so much is changing for me as well. but it doesnt seem like a little thing right now. right now it seems monumental. I hope the future will be better, yet again it's what we make it isn't it? if we're pessimistic life will be to and vice versa. right? Yeah it hurts really bad right now. i hope it changes and i hope you're right about the whole "perfect for me" thing. I hope i find some one like that. I dnt want to be the person that ends up alone and loveless because of ONE boy. One stupid immature boy. How do you stay so possitive?
My bf was the same way. Controlling and everything had to be his way. But i still "loved" him. I do miss him from time to time but i guess it's better to learn from a mistake then making it again. Even if i do want to make that mistake of being with him agian. i'm finally starting to realize that i do have feelings but I could never go back to him and talking to you has helped me be like I'm not the only one going through it and 'll be fine and learn from it. You're so awesome thank you for being here and listening to me go on and on. It really helps. Even though it hurts to think about it sometimes at least ur helping me get over it. =)
I'm glad you wrote a long comment. now I dnt feel bad haha I just dont get why we can't get over them and they are fine and just move on with thir life so easily when we helped them through so much and tried to make them feel good about themselves. Why are girls always seeming to hold on longer than boys? I really dont understand. I suppose there's a reason they are gone "if you love something let it go, If it comes back it'll be there forever, if it doesn't, it wasn't meant to be" I try to live by this quote but sometimes it's really hard. Do you see your ex a lot?
No problem.
i'm glad you wrote something i can actually relate to a lot.
So you are completely over that relationship?
i am trying really hard to get over my ex but it's not working, seeing him everyday look at that girl the way he use to look at me and then realize it was pretend because it was reallly her that he wanted =(
well, i'm glad that long comment didn't bother you.