I'm gonna be blunt.
You're not ever on msn, I assume you blocked me.
I think we need to talk.
You're ignoring me and I have no idea what I've done, if anything, and it kinda sucks to have a friend act like that towards you.
So like, if you're free some day, or at the weekend, I think we should meet up and talk.
Get some shit straightened out.
Figure out why you now hate me.
Things like that.
If we do meet up, it's up to you, but if we do, you'll actually have to talk, right? Not... sit there silently and not bother really.
Because for some stuff you have to actually try, ya know?
Like me, trying now, messaging you.
Might fail, might get ignored, might get deleted. But whatever, I tried.
that would be quite scary waking up to that... I had to switch ends of my bed in fear of being sufforcated in my sleep.
Where ever you look in my room, you will see a picture of Lostprophets. It's just crazy.
they do sell every chocolate bar under the sun though.
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it bugs me when they're half falling down. I have to get the step ladder out to stick them up. and I hate waking up with a poster on my face.
only keeping the important ones up?
the small shops are useless. I couldn't even get a pot on hundreds and thousands the other day!
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I share a room with my sister, so yes. every inch of wall is covered with poser. the ceiling is pretty much looking that way too...
I tried hinting at the local shop to stock it, but the small shops never listen.
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uh huh. and I got it for free off tesco vouchers. =] but it didn't arrive today. I'll have to wait until tomorrow. then have a major poster sticking up session.
I used to get it from tesco, but when I stopped going to school, I never had chance to buy it, living out in the sticks an' all...
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yeah. and don't choose something thats going to bore you. my sister had to write a report on reinforcing concrete. that looked dull.
I love kerrang. everything to do with it. I'm currently waiting by the postey hole for the magazine to drop through.
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and as long as you know you'd enjoy something like that. that's the important thing.
and music's the only thing I know. and I wouldn't mind going to gigs for work either.
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wow. that's like a real job.
I swear that takes proper concentration and everything...
I spoke to a career adviser who told me music journalism is something I should look into to.
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ummm. well obviously something to do with music. I really like the thought of radio work or something on the production side of music. I'm still a little undecided.
how about you?
and I so can't wait. just for everything to happen.
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You're not ever on msn, I assume you blocked me.
I think we need to talk.
You're ignoring me and I have no idea what I've done, if anything, and it kinda sucks to have a friend act like that towards you.
So like, if you're free some day, or at the weekend, I think we should meet up and talk.
Get some shit straightened out.
Figure out why you now hate me.
Things like that.
If we do meet up, it's up to you, but if we do, you'll actually have to talk, right? Not... sit there silently and not bother really.
Because for some stuff you have to actually try, ya know?
Like me, trying now, messaging you.
Might fail, might get ignored, might get deleted. But whatever, I tried.
Mucho love, x.