Ahh I understand my mother and just about all my other family ditched me for who I am. For being atheist. And listening to metal. My dad for the longest time accepted me. But now he's forcing me to go to church every Sunday; because my step mom is Christian; which my dad is catholic so it's obvious that my step mom is controling him into making me go cause it's a baptist church; things are just crazy. You know? Sometimes it just feels good to be accepted.
I know exactly how you feel.. My dad is the same. If she's in the same room as him; I can't talk to him because he'll get all mad and tell me to allow her to talk; I hate the feeling that someone is taking away the day I have. That I'll be left without one to help me handle my problems, the guy I've only had my whole life; my only parent that actually cares it's hard.. But IF you EVER need someone to talk to I'm here :)