Stop saying that it's okay! You're making me MORE emotional!! anyways, I just thought of something that I completely forgot about. Do you have skype? If yes, then YAY! If not, then GET ONE! That way we can either chat/chat or cam chat. It'd be awesome! That way I'll know when you're online and we can talk more.....let's face it....I NEEEEED someone to talk to :'(
Tyr.....? >.>...<.<....A.A...o.o...? Tyr? *checks under rock* Tyr! *checks under tree* Tyr? *checks under bed* Um....Tyr? *not there* Phew *muffle noise comes from closet* o.o *opens closet* Tyr? *finds Ashton Kutcher tied up* What the - "YAHHH!" *Hyde comes out of no where with an ax* .... sorry, I'm watching That's 70s Show. ^.^"
"I'm creeping my way out so you can see me
I'm crawling my way around a thousand cities
You all stop and stare
I don't need your pity
I'm living my life in this hell.
Now I'm crawling away
Cause the stress has killed me
I feel like I fell from a ten story building
Best run and hide before the devil starts her bidding
I'm living my life in this hell....
Just a little more, come on and statisfy me
Just a little more, come on and terrify me
Just a little more, and I'll be done with it
Take my life and then I'll feel okay......."
It's not okay to be emotional! Right now, that poor kitty is outside in the cold meowing is poor little heart out and I can hear him and it hurts! :'( .... and I know it doesn't look nothing like the REAL you. Not one of my friends do. I have a complexed mind to when I meet someone knew, I automatically picture them as something really awesome and that girl resembled how I see you. Like, how I see Alex dressed in black tank tops and black frilly too-toos with laced up armwarmers and fishnet stockings with laced leather knee-high boots and fluffled up black hair with a black bow in it. Or how I see Damian with no shirt, leather pants, rocking leather boots, a boundage collar on and thick O-cuff bracelets. My mind randomly chooses what everyone I know looks like. I think it's supose to mean like I see their TRUE selves, but I'm not sure. Cause, I look at myself in the mirror, and see this hot rocking emo dude with flaming red hair and black streaks, but I see my mom as this crazy fat ugly chick and my dad as this old geezer. XP
I fucking hate this! You know the kitty I just got? The one in the picture? Well my dad just made me throw him out because mom found he has heartworms and now I can't have anything to cuddle tonight and I got really attached to the cute kitty but now he's gone and I...I...I'm actually fucking crying?! Why am I so emotional!!!! :'(
*click*
This is Ms. Jane from the Mental Institute downtown. We have just been notified of one of our patients commenting with you. We are terribly sorry and he will not bother you again. You see, he suffers from - No wait, don't - No, NO!
*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
...."hehehehehe....fucking die, bitch!"
*click*
.......IM SO FUCKING BORED!!! There's no one to talk to at home! I have no human contact! IM GOING FUCKING INSANE!!!!!!!! I need help! I need someone! I need....I need....*twitch*.....................Okay, I'm good. *twitch-twitch* O.e
XD I know right? and here : http://www.google.com/imgres?q=scene+girls&hl=en&safe=active&biw=1366&bih=479&gbv=2&tbm=isch&tbnid=LMMJiyqhQo1MZM:&imgrefurl=http://scene-hairs-fashions.blogspot.com/2010/11/bright-colored-scene-girls-hairstyles.html&docid=Vfkrk8ANRAH7ZM&imgurl=http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Vq4_WtuDmHA/TCp7aquU38I/AAAAAAAAAmU/_mH37taT6p8/s400/2010%252BSpring%252BScene%252BGirl%252BHair%252BColors%252BPictures.jpg&w=385&h=400&ei=G5fNTsD-Lsaqgweos4ClDQ&zoom=1&iact=rc&dur=179&sig=100034805284325225276&page=1&tbnh=131&tbnw=128&start=0&ndsp=18&ved=1t:429,r:3,s:0&tx=62&ty=70
Eh, you can't if you want. I kind of already got a pic off google to use as you....I thought it resembled you....so....yeah......<.<...>.>.......*.* hi
XDD well I think I'm calming down now :) gonna add another chapter or two to my stories, maybe write another poem, see if Alex is online or something. Btw, YOU NEED TO BE ONLINE MORE!!! That, or find a chat room we can go to and talk. Like on emowire or something. Vampirefreaks could work. I can get on their chat sites, but for some reason Mibba hates me and won't let me get in the chat room -.-