Dying.To.BeLIEve / Comments

Hehe okies thanks so much
I'll ask whenever I can't figure something out

Hehe thankies XD
And I would kill for help right now
I would appreciate it soooo much like you wouldn't believe

Really?
Ghost's are interesting. I saw one the other night and it scared the bejesus outta me, especially since I don't know if it was my imagination or not. =o

I know right!
I'm addicted to Ghost Hunters. I seriously wanna meet them. =]

im good you?

thanks for the photo comment =) how are you?

I'm too lazy to really change anything except the background.
What's up?

of course!
but iunno cuz rylands kind of creeping up there :D

D: You seem quite cool, yourself.
I love yer pro.

aw shoot thanks =]
i love yours to!
especially those icons ;]

hey i like your story!

not much eitehr =] super bored.
anyways, i love that cobra starship thing on your profile =D
the i liked them before mtv.
so true.

Pooooooooooop.
I'm sleepy, Saporta.

hey doll :]
how are you todayy?
xoxo

lawlz x3

OH SNAPP!

:B

I just woke up.
What's up with you, bb?

I once dated this guy when I was 15. he never made any attempts to be like a boyfriend. No hugging. Kissing. Nada. I dumped him.

C’mon. at least hand holding. That’s pretty essential for any relationship. Haha.
Then I had relationships where guys went too fast too. Half the time, I stop them. But sometimes I go, “oh what the hell” and go for it. I’m not proud of it. But hey, I don’t regret it either. Danny was my best friend at the time. We didn’t start dating until I was 16. he was 19 at the time. My parents HATED that. They wanted to call the cops on him. ROFL. I never thought I find a guy myself. I look around me and see all these girls with their boyfriend. I’m like, “oh fuck. I’m doomed to die alone.” :[[[[[[[

As for getting off the meds, if you want to. Go for it. Try it out at least. I hated being controlled by some stupid little pill. Heck, I even hated taking birth control. I just hate being medicated…but now I miss it. Funny how now that I can’t get the meds, I need it the most. =/

Aw, thanks so much. That means a lot to me. <33 everybody says we match so well..sometimes I just can’t see it. I doubt he loves me as much as I love him sometimes…
Haha. Yeah. Danny needs a crazy gal in his life. I dunno, he says he hated it when I was on the pills cuz they made me ‘blank. And they did. i went from feeling jittery, paranoid, depressed… to feeling absolutely nothing…

I hate not being able to feel, you know? I rather feel pain, hatred, and misery than feeling nothing at all. The ability to *feel* makes us human. And those damn pills sometimes took that away from me…

Damn. That’s not a good combo. I’m glad you stopped. That’s what SxE means right? Haha. I’m barely into the new comp lingo. :S

Man. Everything you wrote has me smiling ear to ear. Minus the bad parts, obviously. Only because I can relate to you so much on so many levels…not to sound psycho but I believe in telling people how I truly feel…

Well, I was on xanax, partly for my anxiety attacks. But when I turned eighteen, the health insurance ran out under my parent’s name. I can’t afford my own insurance. Sometimes, it’s so hard to deal with. My heartbeat speeds up and I hyperventilate…my husband, danny, he’s sooo patient with me. I don’t why he married a fucked up girl like me…

I drink too much because of it. Since I don’t have xanax…alcohol is the only other option. I can’t have anxiety if I’m drunk, right? It’s a horrible excuse, I know. Alcoholism is a serious matter, but how else am I suppose to live?

I can’t believe you wrote that! I dunno, but I loved that. It’s so..powerful and meaningful..it really is. God, I just fucking love what you wrote…

It’s ok. I like long comments. :] lol. I’ve wrote you a novel myself

Man. I’m just so..sorry about your family and all. I went through a stage in high school where I cared about what people thought of me. I changed my music taste, my clothing, everything. I got super depressed about it, though. Because everything about me was a lie. I had false friendships…false everything. I’m a people pleaser, but it got to the point it was effecting MY own happiness.

I just couldn’t live like that anymore. So I quit doing it and now I love life. I’m the oddball in the family. None of my family has/had tattoos or piercings. Haha.

Im sure your family wants you to be happy than to be unhappy and be something you’re not…
Nobody is worth changing for, if you ask me. If they love you, you should never have to. Imo.