Dying.To.BeLIEve / Comments

Thank you, I'm sure everything will turn out amazingly for us. But sometimes some teenage romances don't turn out the best in the end like my fathers and his ex wifes..They had three kids but got a divorce anyways. Anything on your mind that you want to talk about?

I don't think I would be ready for marriage right now, we don't live in the same state even and plus i need to finish school first then i can go and be with him while I'm in college :]

Haha my mom would never let me do that now...Plus he's eighteen in eighteen days so we have to wait three more years to be together and probably going to end up getting married I'm not sure right away though we probably should live with each other for a while first

If we could be together I would so love it, my parents don't know about him yet...And they may get to meet him as soon as I turn eighteen and tell them about him but I'm thinking they most likely wont approve of me wanting to get married so young, still it isn't their choice and I'm going to be with Ricky for the rest of my life if I can

I'll probably be on a lot well until summer hits, I'm not sure if my dad will let me have the lap top for when i go away for a while, I don't want to not get to talk to my boyfriend that would make me so so so tortured but of course if i take a computer with me that's all that i will be doing sitting in a room with my computer turned on and pretending to write so that my parents leave me alone

I seriously barely leave to see them. Usually the times that i leave are to go to school, to go to shows and to pick up my friends. Occasionally I go to the mall or some place like that so that I'm actually out of the house but all my online friends mean so much to me sometimes I would rather be on to talk to them, you know?

Trust me we're on the same page with that, I never think that my friends deserve me as a friend because for some reason i always keep telling myself I'm a terrible friend when I'm there for everyone when they need me most but never has anyone been here for me when I needed them most besides one girl, luckily shes one of my best friends out of three. I think their the only people I will actually trust from where I live

Don't think that way thats how I always think about my friends, like I'm all holding them back from doing something with another friend but if they spend their time with you it means that they care...Trust me you aren't holding your best friend back you just feel that way

I don't let myself get attached to people too easily but there is one girl that is my best friend now that has been through a lot with me and if I lose her lots of bad things would happen to me, I'm already anti-social so losing her, I wouldn't do anything at all just sit alone at home like I do most of the time now anyways. But I know how it is to get attached to people and for them to let you down its happened to me actually last week it happened to me.

That song makes me break down so badly and I don't know why. All of Cobra's songs somehow have a tole on my emotions and usually its one to make me cry or break down inside, and that's not fun.

That song DOES make me cry, its terrible but I cant help it, it just makes me tear up xD It was pretty good besides my Ipod, I hate the stupid thing so much! Thank you, I'm sure I'll feel better in a few days :]

sorry that i didn't comment back last night love. I wasn't feeling well so i just went to sleep, blah I hate being sick. I hope your day went well though :D

My family has always been close, I just prefer to not be that close to them, they don't mean that much to me sometimes after what my brother did to me for the past two years xD Life has really sucked for me lately until I found Ricky :]

Your lucky your family isn't as big as mine. I have one brother, one step brother a half brother, two step sisters and a half sister. PLUS two nephews and four nieces, it's hell

It's my brother he's like the hell of my life besides my parents. I swear they keep thinking that I should be perfect. Trust me I'm far from what they want me to be.
I get sick ALL of the time probably because my room has trouble heating and my bed is close to the broken window.

I wish I could do that, usually I wake up in a cold sweat and whimpering, i hate nightmares its my worst fear besides the person that caused them xD

I HAVE to go to sleep, I usually toss and turn unless I dream and that isn't often
i usually get really bad nightmares O__o

I'll be sure to read your stuff when I have time, I have to get off soon actually -pouts- It isn't fair.
Of course I love The Boy With The Thorn In His Side
Peter is my favorite writer :]

yours reminds me of my favorite book! :D
I've seen FOB too but never met them, I've been to lots of concerts though xD

Gabriel -squee- I love that man, and he's so amazingly nice when you met him, well i don't know if you have but I've met him twice :D