Sometimes i feel.....Stupid, pathetic, worthless, poor, i have low self esteem, no confidence, lazy, selfish, ugly, neurotic, and whiny.I tend to believe that......That no one cares about me, that i bother you, that i just waste space, and i should just go awayI always tell myself that........That i should just give up now, i should never talk again, i cant do it, that im Stupid, pathetic,...

As i feel the deepness of my contempt for you i can feel the crashing down of my happiness.You expect me to just sit and listen and wait for to you to acknowledge me, for you to love me.You expect me to just nod and agree to every word you say.But i only agreed to this, thinking it will make you acknowledge meBut i only do this, hoping it will make you love me.Then i realized it's uselessTo smile...