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such wise words from someone so young!!! oh yeah and happy late birthday for ur 14 (really late i no) and happy early birthday for ur 15!!! trust me those are the best ages!!!
i'm 16 and a half now and i already feel like i've been living a 100 years or so (get the hint?) lol...

parents are a problem,but i have a big mouth and have this thing where i hae to stand up for wat i believe in and always answer back to everyone (regardless of age and position)... so its hard for me to keep my mouth shut!!
i gotta live through it i guess...

the friendship scar, i'm sorry to say, that it wont disappear or ever be removed...its stained to deep and any little thing, even in the future, can trigger it!!!

lol, another one of my problems, and this one is my biggest!!! microsoft word isnt woring for me and i'm doomed coz i cant write, its driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!!!! lol, i know, i complain about weird things...

lol i'd love to stay and chat but its about 3 am and i've got scool 2moz, so i better get some sleep, or else i'll be sleepin in class, and my teachers wont like that. lol...if i can access mibba from school 2moz i'll msg ya then with more worries, (only kidding) coz i got a free period, so yeah and our scool blocks the "un-educational" sites so its hard to access anthing from there...lol

cya

btw, have u seen all the videos and clips they hae out for twilight? the ones on mtv? they are so good!! and eeryone is HOT!!!!!!

oh, my story is a long one with many problems leading to another, but since u allowed me to listen or read, however u wish to put it, urs i think u have a right to no mine, but i'm going to tae it one step at a time...

ok first, my parent issue is bad and its getting quite out of control...my parents both trust me with their secrets that they dont want to tell each other and can tell an be sure i wont tell the other, but the situation is not mutural (sp?)...lol...i find it difficult because they go by tradition an old customs and all and i'm a really modern person who believes in change of ways...

i can talk to my friend and her family, but somethings are just too private, u know wat i mean? the awkwardness with the private issues happens with me too and i feel like i'm being trapped in between my own problems...had enough of my complains yet? u told me to talk so i'm gonna pour my heart out!!! lol

i'll stop there with the family...

friends... i'm in a group of six girls who are as close as sisters...we've all meet each others families, been to each others houses and have been together since year 7, (some of us longer)... we used to be so close we even made up a name for our group, and nicnames for each other, we made a video specialised for us, we made a book soecialised for us and even celebrate our friendship day in october 7th i think?... lol by now ur prob thinking, "what hae i got myself into? the chics a mental?" dont worry u wouldnt be the first to thin that!!^_^ anyways, ever since one of us left to another far away suburb and school, (the one i mention was from philippines), its like we sought of drifted apart...we got rid of the name an half the cool stuff we had going because 2 of them thought we werent being nown for who we are we were being known by our nicknames...but now we arnt as close as we used to be and we hardly see each other now, even though we go to the same school and all, coincidentally, live near each other, maybe 1 or 2 streets away...

yeah, that should be enough for now...
lol
what do u mae out of it?

Well, I was kicked off quizilla for 'something' that I wrote (SLASH FTW) so yeahhhh.

lol thats the spirit!! just dont get anywhere near Emmet, carlisle or jasper, there mine!!!!!!

i now exactly what you mean bout the whole my dad doesnt want to understand me, my dads the same...(u thin its somthing with the male species?) lol.but my problem goes to a point where i cant talk to my parents bout anything because they dont want to understand me or cant understand me...but i have best friends family, who are also my next door neighbours, and i can talk to them bout anything, coz i'm practically part of the family!!!

lol got a bit side-tracked there...as long as you dont thin about the depression, then it might not hit you or it might not affect u or it might just came and go!!! depression can be hard to get through, and there's nothing wrong with worrying that it may happen to u, its not selfish at all!!! just remember that if u need someone to talk too, i'm here...u might be the one to help ur friend, but u still want someone to be able to do the same to u, i'm saying this because thats wat happens to me...n u never no, the next comment may have me pouring out my heart to u!!!

its a tough world out there, but we have to get through it somehow...

u friend will probably no wat ur worrying about so u can always talk to her!!!

wow...thats a big burden...dont be sorry at all! hey, my friends always come to me wen they need to talk or need advice, and i like to help them (planning on doing psychology, get where i'm coming from?)

anyways back on topic...lol...i kind of get what you mean about living up to your parents expectation, i kind of go through that myself, but i cant say that i know exactly what you mean and feel because i dont, i'm a strpong person who makes my own choices, so i cant really place myself in ur position.
my friend had a similar situation to urs, except her parent wanted what made her happy, but the teachers wouldnt let her drop into B, but she fought for it, and now shes there, still coming fist, but in B!
have you tried, telling your parents ur perspectives and opions, and reasons why you dont want to be in A? you can always tell them, for the healthy competition part, that it may be a competition but it isnt healthy, for you'll be stressing out too much, and may even get depressed, due to lack of comfort, friends and happiness in general. i know this sounds like OMG thats a little exaggerating, but seriously, matters can end up like that. if they know that you were in C before and were in A before that, tell them that you've tried both but didnt like either or didnt feel comfortable in either. they are your parents so they want your hapiness as much as they want your success!
if i go on like this, i'll need a couple of A4 sheets to fit it all!!

lol...i probably sound weird to you now, but i'm a person who loves to give advice (and my mum just conformed that she thinks i'm mental, so that might count to something lol)

cheer up...if worse comes to worse, it'll only be 10 months as as far away as they look, they'll pass in a flash, just keep ur mind off it...THINK ABOUT TWILIGHT!!! it might help!!! yeah

oh, ur from philippines... my friend is from there too, n my other is there on holiday now,lol... i know what ya mean about boring, if i didnt have the internet i would have literally died of boredom!! :)
life is complicated, but there is always a way to solve it!! lol, i know it random to talk to some random person half-way across the world, but if ya need to talk or take some burden off ur sholders, then go right ahead, u never no, it might be easier to talk to someone u dont no about ur worries! lol
have a nice day!!

oh, ur in the northern hemiphere? america, i'm guessing? is summer really hot there? ur summer holidays are ending, right? did ya have much fun or are ya looking forward to school?

that was the only thing on my mind when i made the accoun, coz i was so into the series...so yeah... how've ya been lately?

(In this cockney English accent)
Well, us Europeans tend to bash Americans and drink wine.

Haha.
I don't know.
I guess I usually just hang out, listen to music, write, whatevs.

I certainly will. :]

Ah... you laugh now.
But when I do, who'll be laughing? ;]

yeah, i know its random, but i was searching between uses and ur name struck me so i checked it out and yeah...lol

well it's summer here too but i'm sure that it's not that hot in here that's why i like climate in here =) but it's pretty cold in winter tho'

i'm in 10th grade and i'm not over with my school year yet...=(

hey mia!
i'm madison...
how are you?
i'm a twilight fan too!!!
and i think we share that whole "i talk back, have a temper, and am good with kids" issue...

That happens a lot with me and my friends. We'll plan something and do something completely different at the last minute. Mostly because of me though, haha.

Most of the time I tell my Mom, "If we buy that and never use it than I'm going to pull out my hammer or matches - whatever floats your boat - and destroy it. So be careful what you buy." Sometimes that works because I did do something like that once but she's still hell to shop with. >_<

<3

I can't stand shopping either especially with my Mom because she has to stop every five seconds. So you aren't alone, hun. =P

I just came back from hiking, got lost a couple of times, and my hands are very rough at the moment. It was fun though. =D

<3

thanks for the comment on my story.
;]
any tips to improve it? lol.
it was the first story i wrote, lolol.

i know it =) how is there in philippines?
that would be funny xD... nothing interesting like always =)

hey=) and where are you from =)
lithuania is smal country it could be that i know him =) well i wouldn't say my address for nobody and yes it would be creepy xD but you can ask his town ^.^
i have no problem with that =) im Evelina