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wewll, if i were zack, id be alittle bitter towards spencer myself.
hes gay right? so why is spencer mad cuz if him?
somethings up his ass, or something.
hha.
at least you wont have that drama after this.

so today im going shopping for my party dress and my party is in 2 days!!!

im really happy cuz all my family is gonna be together.

i just wish you were here...

its good that hes not rushing things.
but theres a small line between not rushing, and moving waaayyyy tooo slow.

it sounds to me like you dont have spencers full attention.
dont fall to hard unless you know for sure.

"if ness really loved leighton she wouldnt care what she looked like cuz he would think she was beautiful no matter what."


i love when he leaves messages like that. and this:
"youre absolutely perfect. i love you."

we both find it crazy we've fallen this hard, this soon.



we got in a little fight last night.
he wanted a picture and hes been asking for weeks.
and so i told him itd make me nervous to send one.
i think he got kinda frustrated, i mean...
he called me vanessa.

i got sad.

ugh i missed you by like 2 minutes!!!!!
i hope yo still on!

i love leighton!!! hes a cutie. the things he says.
giving away yo panic shirt! no!

my birfday party is this weekend. =]

sweet sixteen.



comme home to me.


glad yo happy.


love you roadie! =]


xo, ness.

him - "so.. we are sorta dating in a way.. correct?"

me - "it depends on what answer your looking for! hehe!... what exactly do you want?"

him - "to be with you. what do YOU want?"

me - "same = )"

him - "i love you!"




ness is happy. =]

yeah and the guy from the band called me hun and gave me cyber hugs!!! hha.


leightons moving to new mexico!!!! but he says not anytime soon... or maybe he is cuz he has myspace comments saying... "ur moving?!"

but yeah roadie, he treats me really good.

when i was having a bad day.. he was like "ok, were going skating, to dinner, a movie, and your getting a million daisys!"

[i told him theyre my fave.]

and were making his ex girl jealous!!!!!! shell read his comments and be like "whos that ness girl?"

hha. wehavent stopped talking in like 2 weeks.

im happy you have somone to. makes me happy and such.

ok... as soon as you get to q... you call me. and we will chill for my birfday. k?

i love you babygirl.


ness.

and i loved that song since the day i heard it.=]


me and leighton are talking about you!
hha. that i had told miss "make sure he doesnt fall for roadie!"

tommy is scandelous.



HE calls me baby.

soo... i made friends with this band, midterm break on myspace.
theyre from the uk. super cool. =]
the bassist looks like pete...
and the singer looks like shaant.
coincedence?
and the bassist, joe... posted a bulletin saying he was pissed off.
so i write, and ask why he is.
he said his girlfriends annoying him.
i say im a good listener if ya need to talk.
he says "write me a message when your on tomorrow. ill tell you EVERYTHING. but i can see us being over by tomorrow. =[ "

hha... ok ok...


the point of the story is....



SOME BASS PLAYER GUY FROM THE UK THAT LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE PETE IS CONFIDING IN ME!!!!!!
and not only is he confiding in me...
hes confiding in me about his girl.



=]




oh, fuck yes.

did you know, that im all that... AND a bag of chips?
and not just and chips. like the generic ones., but the good kind.
like barbecue. with a dr pepper. AND a sandwhich.

our emails on myspace from last night...


"can i ask you a question that youre gonna think it stupid?"

"eek, i hate buildups like that. go ahead."

"am i the only guy you like?"

"currently, yes."

"YESS!!!!!"

"feel special uch?! hha jayykaaay."

"pft, obviously!"

"yer cute, and you really make me smile. i love you."

"you dont even know, i love you too. today, i was miserable... and you made me smile."

"exact same here..."

and to days just not the day for me either.


please tell me youll be home july 2?

hes kinda upsetting me right now
but thank u.
awwww he calls you roadie pants! just like me.
call me?

love you more baby. take my number down... on paper. call me when you get a chance...




"oh, ness... i know things seem hard that we're apart. im not different. you dont have to worry."
-roadie.

ohhh... ok... ummm tell him things arent working out... you like him and all but theres just no chemistry.




call me the day you get home...


my other number is 5058360995. but we hardly got to talk last timebetch

we have to celebrate our birfday...
when we go home

woooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww



roadie... i dont like us being apart. we might as well be on seperate sides of the universe. i miss you... and it sounds like yer so different.

like on the phone couple nights ago..

you sound soo diff.





oh, and yeah... thats how i am with late. we talk about anything that comes to mind.
i just dont wanna lose contact with him when i go back to questa.

when are you going home?

im having my sweet sixteen in a couple weeks. after that.. im home and i have to go work.

love.

"hey, im going to bed, im so tired. im sorry. good night baby. sweet dreams."


last txt message for thenight. hha.'



love you and kisses.