To each his own. I find that with discouragement of lifestyles and through growing up and discovering who you are, there's always a stage of depression or being pessimistic, and other things of that nature. You'll most likely grow out of it. This stage does last longer for some than for others... but trust me, things always get better. Think of it this way: if things are as bad as they can be, what is there left? There's only room for things to be better than they are. Then again, my friend with Bipolar Disorder, her life seems to be consistantly on the lower side of that... She's also questioning her sexuality and sex and drugs and alcohol and smoking and many other things...
I'm glad my comments help you improve your writing. When someone comments on something I write, I always like a little constructive feedback to help me improve so that it's better for the next person who reads it. =] It also helps me learn to write better.
ya one of the claudias u met today is my friend its weird because i randomly picked a site and it was urs and i saw my friend claudia left a comment on ur page