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Hello! Sorry to be a bother, but was wondering if you would mind checking out and commenting on my new story We Are Broken? It would mean a lot. <3

Hello! Was wondering if you could check out the new update in my Larry Stylinson fic "Hush Hush, Keep it Down Now, Voices Carry". Would appreciate it! :) <3

If there's a certain time that if you're awake, you go absolutely bonkers and would do anything just to get sleep, write it at that time. I wrote mine every day starting at 11 because it was the only time I was crazy enough to actually profess my feelings for someone through a letter. I'm sure you can manage to write it in the time permitted before the next time you see them! The only thing I had for weeks was, "You probably get hundreds of fan letters daily, and probably won’t even read this, but I’m writing to you anyway because I need to get my feelings out in words. My motives for writing this letter are not to get you to fall in love with me (haha, who am I kidding - that’s never going to happen) nor to even get you to talk to me. My only reasoning is purely self satisfaction - writing this letter is getting burdens off my shoulders." I just couldn't figure out what to write to him, but I finally pulled through and I'm sure you can, as well.
It'd show him how emotional I got, but to a certain extent because he wouldn't be able to read the words at all! Might as well try, though!

Hi! I see that you like One Direction! I hate asking this....but...I was hoping that you would read my story! It's down there in my signature!
Please take a read, thanks so much! Let me know what you think c:
Much love, xx.

I'm sure that if I hand wrote the final copy of the letter, the words wouldn't be visible from the massive amounts of tear stains. It'd also be crumpled beyond repair because oftentimes I got so frustrated I just ripped the letter apart, only to put it back together mere seconds later. Same goes for Zayn, to be honest. You've pretty much summarized my feelings over the past two years. Scary to see how quickly time flies - feels like just yesterday I was watching him audition for XFactor!
I will! Just hopefully he won't be in New York next time I'm in England and vice versa. That's been the only reason I haven't been able to see them up until last week. Hopefully I give it to him enough times that his curiosity gets the best of him and he just has to read it.

I'm not quite sure how girls can pick favourites! They're all too adorable. Aw yay! Liam will definitely love the letter. Who knows, maybe if Zayn reads my letter and decides he wants to love me, I can force Liam to read it ;) Just kidding, obviously.
Hopefully he does! I've initiated a new plan that every time they're in New York or London, I'll find them and give Zayn my letter until he reads it.

Aw that's so cute! I wish I'd gotten a smile from Liam in person - being in the crowd and getting a smile and a wink from him isn't all the same. I asked one of the boys' friends what the probability of them reading my letter is and she said 1 in a million. I feel bad now because Liam is probably the one who reads the most and I've been curious that if I put my letter for Zayn into my letter for Liam will Liam hand it to Zayn? But I'd feel way too bad for using Liam as a decoy for a letter to Zayn, to be honest. I might just have to wait till their fame dwindles down and they stop receiving so many gifts/letters. :(

Liam is the nicest guy ever. I'm sure he probably has a stack of letters in his flat from fans that actually touched his heart on an emotional scale - I'm sure yours would've done the same!
I've been sitting on Twitter and by my phone like a hawk. Just waiting for a sign that he read it. :)

Well, it does sound quite dream-like to me. Honestly, when I'm finished with community college, if I can manage decent grades (I live in a college town, but my grades have pretty much sunk to their lowest and I'm only a freshman, though it's the grades of an average student so there's no chance in hell I can afford going to one of the two universities there) I want to see if I can go to college overseas. My parents would never allow it unless it was a full scholarship of course, so I literally have to work my butt off in community college to get there.

It's just a dream Sweet tea, eh? Sounds yummy. I just get the Lipton tea bags with boiled water, add sugar and half&half milk and just drink it like that at home. I just had a cup, actually. :)

Well, since they don't book the tours, you've got to think about it from a business perspective. Toronto is one of the most well-known cities of Canada, it's the closest of the most well-known to the American border, so they've got easy access to all they need. It's a good business venture, to have their one Canadian concert in Toronto. If I were a recording artist (and trust me, that's a massive dream of mine) I would definitely understand why that's where their Canadian show would be booked.

LUCKY! Take lots of pictures, put them up on here and I want to see them! Oh, and like I told my friend: when you leave, run to the very back of the venue and see if you can sneak into the van. Just kidding, but if you get the chance to get there before anyone else, leave something they can contact you with and some sort of snack for Niall. :)

Zayn has my letter thanks to Paul being worried about the fact that I was crying. God bless Paul. I'm so happy right now. Thank you for talking me into giving the letter to him. :)

Hi I hate to be a bother, but I was wondering if you could check out my Larry Stylinson fic called "Hush Hush, Keep it Down Now, Voices Carry"? :) Hope you're having a wonderful day!

Hey! I'm Willow!! :)

Aw that's actually so cute. I have a feeling I'll be the same when I'm giving Zayn the letter (yes, you've actually helped me increase my confidence to the point where I'll be able to give it to him).
You should've written it! I'm sure he wouldn't have misconstrued it at all. He loves all his fans so dearly, I'd actually expect a reply if you poured your heart out in that letter. How can someone who showed his fans his toothbrush because it looked cool be weird about a fan because she loves him more than the average fans do.
Yeah, if I don't get a chance to give it to Zayn, I'll probably tell Paul about it, as he always gives the gifts straight to the boys. I'd probably also explain the amount of time it took me to write and and hopefully he makes him actually read it. :)

Woah! That's actually really cool. :) Good job actually handing it to him. I can imagine how nervous you must have been.
Ok, this is going to be such a complete and total cliche, but the letter holds secrets I've never told anyone and it gives him reasons as to why I'm (using the term really lightly as I'm not sure of my own feelings) in love with him. Completely and totally cliche, but I need to give him this letter because these feelings have been bottled up since 2010. Never really told anyone my feelings about him until a couple months ago and then again, I only told them a couple reasons of many as to why I have such a love for him. It's the first letter I've actually written in a well developed format, as well.

Thank you for the words of encouragement! It's so weird, though. I don't think I'll be able to hand it to him with confidence because last night I saw my favorite band and had a letter to give my hero (the vocalist of the band) and I really wanted to give it to him in person because last time - although I had so much time to give it to him (I got to the venue at 6 in the morning) - I completely chickened out, having to hand it to him while he was singing and reached out into the crowd. Yesterday though, I waited for him to walk up to me to say hi because he remembers me from tons of other shows and it took me about like 10 minutes to actually hand him the letter.
Seeing as I don't have 10 minutes with One Direction, I have a feeling it might be a problem, but I'm still going to try. I even mention in the letter that my intentions are purely self satisfaction.

That's perfect! I'm so excited! :)
I'm really going to try. Zayn has a girlfriend now, too, so that's why I'm being so 'iffy' about it. To be quite honest, I seriously wrote this letter before I even had the slightest clue that they were together and that's what's pushing me to give it to him. I just joined a contest, too, so hopefully I can win. I just really want to give him the letter, even if he doesn't read it. I have letters ready in the back of my mind for the other guys, too, but their letters wouldn't take near the amount of time Zayn's has been taking at all. I've been writing this every night at 11 pm for the past month. My only worry if I do actually hand it to him, is what if he reads it. I always have these small little scenarios play out in my head. Like what if he likes it and decides, hey, let's dump Perrie for her. But also, what if he thinks I'm a creep and gets security to like carry around pictures of me so I can't get close to him and gets a restraining order on me. Both are highly improbable, but I just can't help but to think what if.

That sounds like so much fun, not gonna lie. I'm guessing they put on a great show? Haha, it's been weeks and I'm still writing Zayn a letter and I don't even know if I'll be able to even hand it to him in the end, with the recent news of him and Perrie. Now I totally wish I saw them in March so I had the guts to give it to him.

I don't think you realize how jealous I am of you right now. My dream has always been to go to London. I've traveled to a few places (I was actually in Canada once, Windsor, which is by Toronto I believe?) here and there to visit family, but London has always been a dream spot because they speak English and I've always had a fascination with European history&culture.

Fair enough. I think it just depends on your mentality and everything, I can understand that. They have been, haven't they? They'll be there on their 2013 tour as well, I do believe, so if you can snag tickets for that, I'd recommend it.

I'm quite jealous of my friend, who has tickets for next Saturday to see them and made her promise that she'd give me shots of Louis' bum (only as a joke, of course) and pictures of everything else. I keep trying to convince my mother to let me go to the 2013 show with my friend, but unfortunately, that's just not going to happen. I keep entering to win tickets, though judging by the fact that my email account is relatively empty, I don't think I'm winning anytime soon.

I fancy Harry xx (:

Talk about a traveler! You've been to London?! Tell me about it!
Trust me, it's better to have them far away. They're going to be two hours away from me next week and knowing that I wouldn't have the opportunity to so much as take a peek at them is the worst feeling. What's the point of living near Chicago if you can't actually go when you want to? I'd rather live in a place where they rarely come than a place where they always come and I just can't be there.