i hope youre right...
i did some things that im not proud of after i found out...
my best friend raided my house and took away everything that i could possibly use against myself...
it just seems quite impossible to get over it...
im quite depressed...
like..
i just can't get him out of my head...
it's probably one of the worst things to lose your other half...
he was my soulmate... we had plans on eloping next year when i transfered colleges....
there are just so many things i never got to say...
and i just spoke to him last week, on his birthday...
he came all the way to NY to see me, but couldn't bc of his band...
I was just about to book a trip to California to visit him...
ughh.. its just horrible, im sorry for venting... really sorry..
seriously he's not worth it and honey you can do better <3
like me ^-^ lemme just grow a penis XD