Saffy69 / Comments

Yea it does suck...And thanks for being willing to listen too...

HEY LOL I AM SORRY ABOUT THE CONFUSING JOURNAL. UMM WHAT HAPPEND ISH I GOT ADOPTED ON THE 29TH OF SEPT. AND IT MEENS I CANT SEE MY FAMILLY ANYMORE WELL MY REAL ONES. YA ITS KINDUH HARED TO GET THANKS FOR THE COMMENT THOO

Hey...Just by commenting and saying you got it you helped a little bit, cause you made me feel not so alone...And you're right, it does suck major to see someone you care about like that...It's bloody scary too, especially when they get lower than you've ever seen em...But yea, thanks heaps ay!

You shouldn't worry about your friends problems
What you wrote in your journal was an everyday thing for a teen.
And alot of your problems could have been avoided.
Like the cheating,cutting and drinking.
Its your fault.
Your causing yourself problems

Anyways
Have fun with life:)

Sounds like you're in a real shithole of a situation.
I'd give you some advice, but then again, I'm only fourteen. I don't have much experience when it comes to this sort of situation.

I'd tell you to hold your chin up and make the best of it, but that's a load of shit to be reading when you know it isn't that easy. I'd tell you that life is full of surprises and joy and all the frilly things we can only dream of - but that's also shit.

So I guess all I can say is that it will pass. Soon your friends will find their own routes and ways to deal with things without realying on you. Soon you'll realize how much drugs and alchohol has screwed up your life in the long run. Soon, things will become more important than the little dramatic pieces that come with every teen's life. Heck, you may even find a guy that will keep your interest and prevent you from cheating.

Life isn't all that great, but things do get better. You're only fifteen. Like they said in batman (stupid metaphor, I know but..) "The night is darkest just before the dawn."

Best of luck with life. ;]

Everything you mentioned, basically.
You said you cheated on your boyfriend, you mentioned cutting, getting drunk, and so on. Most of what I'd read where problems that could have been avoided. Sure, some where your friends' problems that you couldn't help - and I understand how frustrating it is to deal with that- , but your own personal problems where your own fault.

Sorry, but I don't believe in self pity and worrying about others. Life isn't so bad when you're not making the wrong decisions and then complaining about it, wondering why the fuck your in the mess in the first place.

Either way, it will all pass and reflect your life one way or another.

That's all I was saying.

Fuck ur school is weird

But you've got externals at the end of the year right

Tell them to shut the fuck up and you only need 30 more to pass.
and you've got a whole nother term left

and you say ur just passing?
your doing better than people i know

Well the stop complaining.
Go and study.
Do something about it.

sorry if this sounds completely random but did the jessica castle you know use to live in Auckland?

Lol! Some of my friends would DEFINITLY be scarred for life if I said anything like that! Of course, I'd probably find it funny though (:

Yeah I do, my username is MiSs-ObLiViOuS. Sorry I got to go, nice talking to you! x

Year 10 this year. What about you? And I know a few people that go to our school that are on Mibba lol

Yeah, haha, Whangaparaoa College. :)

Hey! Just a random passing through.
How are you?
Actually, I think I do know you, you go to my school! XD I sound like a stalker, I'm sorry :)

Oh, I defintly agree. I'll sit there and read it to my friend then just say "la la la la" and she gets really mad at me. But there is no way, no how I am reading that stuff aloud, I have told her this numerous times. :)

about your journal,
i have that, i was diagnosed with anexiety back in '03
if you see a phyciatrist, they can out u on the right meds to stop the attacks.
I'm here anytime :]

Whoa, that is a little weird! I don't know many boys that write/read slash, but there should be more!
Heh, every time I write something that has sex in it, I won't read that part to my friend and she absolutly HATES it. But I think it's funny.