ecila / Comments

I'm normal, thank you, you?

Hi!! =D

I have nothing against thin people, I have things against pro - anerexio ect. Sorry I am poo at explaining myself.

But yeah, I think NATURALLY THIN is better than UNNATURALLY FAT

actually, she told me that she hates me. and it isnt the first, secnd, or even FIFTH time in a year she's said that to me.

Thanks for the comment on my macros!

haha well the rumour was that I was a lesbien in my french class with my best mate. And this girl started a rumour about my best mate saying that my best mate was all so a lesbien and that she was also her 'bitch.' Pretty childish if you ask me.
I sometimes get so angry or upset that I actually think about cutting myself but then I always chicken out.
One of my mates used to cut herself. I've known her for 5 years and I know the type of person she is. She was doing it for attention. She always says she depressed but I know her too well. She just wants attention. She didn't really have a reason to cut her self but i dont know... =/
People say it "takes the pain away". But does it really? I mean how can inflicting pain to yourself actually help? You're just creating more pain.

Erm if I was to put myself into a category I would probably lean more towards emo. Although I hate the stereotypes that comes with it. Everyone just assumes that you slit your wrists. It pisses me off so much. The thought of actually cutting myself scares me. I dont know how people have the guts to do it to themselves. I do understand why some people do it to themselves but I could never do it to myself.
hmm thats a strange school. Teaching them how to make dasiy chains? thats wierd lol haha I wouldn't of minded going that school tho if it ment i didn't have to do proper work XD
eww with our uniforms we had the wear these horrible thick navy blue blazers. We'd have to ask the teachers if we were allowed to take them off and most of the time they'd say no. We even had to wear them through summer. Only on [i]really[/i] hot summer days when it was like 30 odd degrees then we had 'non blazer days' but that wasn't really that often.
Yeah at my old school we had the same. All of the 'popular' people were total bitches. I dont remember any of them actually being nice. They'd just sit in the back of the class calling everyone who wasn't like them a slag and make up rumers about eveyone. haha I've had a rumor made up about me by them.

I geuss I felt like I needed to quote MCR ^^ Especially since that song was about 9/11.
Music helps loadz n I geuss I was finally ready to let out my thoughts through the journal and that's the song that was going through my head.

I sometimes used to wish that we didn't have a uniform but most of the times I was kinda glad that we had a uniform. That way you can't really be singled out as your all dressed the same but i dont really mind about wearing my own clothes at college.

Hmm thays wierd. What did they teach them instead?

My old school wasn't really that bad. My school tends to get good exam results. we had loads of rules to follow. like you would only be able to walk on the left hand side of the school. If your uniform was scruffy then you would get detention which sucks.

EWW we even had CCTV cameras in the grils toilets.

All the students in the school all seemed to be divided tho. you have all the Chavs together, all the indie kids, emos, skater, etc. (Urgh sorry for stereotyping. I dontusually do it i just couldn't think of any other way of putting it.)

Ahh thats good to hear.
Yeah college is great. It so much better then School. At first I was completely scared about going to college because no one from my school has gone to the same college as me. Now i love it. The college actually treats us like adults. In college I can finally do the subjects that I want. Its weird because you call the teachers by their first names instead of Mrs or Mr.

I was the same with college. But now I love it. I just started on wednesday. I was really scared of starting because no one from my school has gone to the same college as me. But then you get talking to people that are in the same class as you and its just great.
How are you finding school so far?

Wow....Thanks for the comment on my poem yesterday. I *really* appreciate it. Sorry I didn't reply until now, my internet went out yesterday for almost all night, so I didn't get a chance until now. Thanks again!

Its always nice to make new friends. :)
Yeah I'm great thanks.
Anyways, what have you been up 2 recently?

Haha yeah I walk and recycle too. =] I don't think that my school has an environmental club or whatever...

I will kick ass!!! hahaha =D

women*

Ooooh fun! I don't play guitar but I used to sing and take singing lessons. Not so much anymore... =]

Umm an environmental engineer uses science and engineering to improve the environment. So making/designing/creating stuff that helps to improve the water, air, and land for humans and organisms and stuff. They also do a lot of research to see how hazardous stuff is and all.

Engineers in general make a lot of money, but it's a predominantly male occupation so woman get held on lower standards which is stupid!

I want to be an environmental engineer but I also want to teach english in other countries. I live in the U.S. and I want to go to South America because I speak spanish.

Yeah I'm starting grade 12. I'm taking college level chemistry which is the worst class I'll be in. Not looking forward to that... And then I have my other college level classes which aren't so bad. And I have five stupid international exams that are lameee and hard and long (about 3-4 hours each). I take those towards the end of the year... =[

Jajaja =] I hate homework! It sucks! What kind of classes are you taking?

It's an orientation thing for freshmen.

Okay so I went back and reread it and you said "what have you been up to recently?" not "how are you?" Grrr. Just ignore the last paragraph that I typed below! =]

I have been busy lately and will be for the rest of the week. I start school on friday but I have a 2 hour meeting today and I am volunteering for about 5 hours tomorrow. Yesterday I took 2 of my dogs to the vet. What've you been up to recently?