don't degrade yourself. its stupid. people will think that you degrade yourself only so that others will lift you up, because you're superficial. i dont think you really want that to happen. so just, dont. you're not a failure at love, youre 13 for god's sake. you have your whole life ahead of you. dont talk to me about how you want to kill yourself, because you arent supposed to be here. if you werent supposed to be on this earth at this current moment, newsflash! you would be dead. your destiny for this moment is to be on earth. if it wasnt you wouldnt be here.
you're not a failure at love, you just havent found somebody who really loves you, that you have feelings for as well. thats all. you've got time to find love. trust me.