February 1, 2011 :/ I have nine more months with her. I'll just have to push through it and try to get myself through nine months. She's trying to get me to use my college money for a car -____- Which I admit would be nice, but I need that money for college :/
Ugh, but even as I'm sitting here typing I can feel the fat on my thighs moving around *sigh* It's disgusting and I hate it and I freaking love this ulcer because all I can eat is soup and toast and I lost a lot of weight from having it. Or, like, five/ten pounds. I don't know. We don't have a scale because my mom knows she'd break it, but she tries to tell people that it's because I'm a teenage girl and they're not a good combo XD Anyway, but yeah, I suck at exercising and dieting, sooo... :/
I know. I wouldn't ever kill anyone and I've already been (and come out of being) suicidal, so yeah. There's no reason for her behavior except that she's a freaking nutcase -.-;
Oh, and at 8.10 today I officially graduated highschool :')
Indeed, and I got almost seven hours of sleep. I feel like I could take on the world. :D
And thank you. I know they are short and I take forever, but it takes a lot of me just to write them out.
I am glad you enjoy it though.
Just ending the Easter holiday. And i haven't done the physics homework, and the air conditioner in my class don't work, and i need 2 hours study at Kumon today :[
That's why i hate Monday...
holyyyyyyy cow crap!!! i haven't been on in sooooo long!! haha(:
i'm pretty good!! hope your butts not red anymore??? lol
haha totally just got beat up by my lil sister and my girlfriend(:(:(:
haha long story!
Eh, there was a rumor started by the ex-screamer that said Dahvie raped a girl, but the girl dropped charges and there was no proof he raped her. They keep saying stupid stuff like "Look what he sings about, he defends rapists" but his songs are just about sex and stuff, and what teenage guy doesn't like boobs and vag? You know? One guy was like, "And you're saying he's not a rapist when you just said he likes boobs and vag." WHAT TEENAGE GUY DOESN'T, SRSLY.
Ohay, guess what...I'm getting called a Myspace scene whore fag, a slut, a whore, and a pig who wants to suck Dahvie's dick who's probably fat because I'm defending myself against assholes in the BOTDF thread on another site :D
Yeah, I'm being really messed up with the weight thing.
I honestly don't give a fuck about food anymore.
I'm mostly just eating tuna and drinking water.
And chewing gum, to curb my appetite.
But I'm still hungry even though I'm chewing gum,
so I think I need food, unfortunately.
Time for tuna.
I didn't, because I slept until like three p.m. -____-
I was totally exhausted. I'm doing it tomorrow ;P
But yeah, I've only been eating like 300-400 calories a day.
I don't know why. It just feels good to not eat :/