Like...ugh. Liz [NM BFF] was just texting me saying that she knows that he knows I'm out there. It would mean so much. It's crazy. I dreamed about him last night...[i]again[/i]. It hurt because he wasn't there when I woke up, just like he never is. There's that whole saying, "You know you're in love when you don't want to fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." It's like that, except the other way around. For most people who listen to that quote, they have their love already so it's easy :/
...and I dreamed about Hathway for some weird reason, too xD He was smiling and happy and it warmed my heart :)