It's the middle of the night and my mind is swirling with ideas that threaten to overwhelm me. I'm not quite sure if it's those same ideas that are keeping me up or if it's the fact I woke up at eleven yesterday morning. Maybe it's a combination of the both.In any case, what I'm trying to say is this; it's the middle of the night and I am awake. This sucks on multiple levels because not only will...

I'm so mad right now, I could go over to my friends house and just slap her across the face.Well she's not really my friend anymore, after she started gossiping about me I ditched her sorry add.But she knew that I had a Mibba account, but she also knew how self concious I am about my writing, and how I don't like to show people I know my stories, so what does she do?SHE SHOWS PEOPLE MY FOOKING...

Blah I'm so bored and so hungry. There's deffinatly nothing worse then sitting in the computer lab at school, blocked from your favorite site, and tired as hell.Not to mention someone was just reading over my shoulder O.oAnyways, the point of this is simply to help me waist some time until lunch. Tee hee, I get to go out to lunch with my bestest bud and this REALLY hot guy. Can you say "Supper...

Guys I'm sad...and bored....And wishing I could go back and write a story that's as good as Seasons. Nothing seems to be able to compair. Why?Anyways, I might start a new story. I need a new idea. This whole "Chip vs. Panic!" thing is getting old.Chip needs a new adventure. Maybe with a new band.Any ideas?

So, my arm is covered in black lipstick at the moment. Why do you ask? Because I'm not alowed to cut myself or else I'm being sent to see someone. Therefore, out of frustration, bordem, and sheer depresion, I started drawing little lines on my arms in black.SHIZ!Parent's are home o.OI'm in so much trouble.((Ok, I wantto inform you know that this is a pointless journal post simply here so I can...

((AN: My own personal expiriences, Chuck Palaniuhck (sp?), and my friends inspired this))What's the point in cutting? Does it really help? Does it make you feel high and mighty? Or does it just make you feel even worse about yourself.If you think it's worth it turn to page 72 and make one cut. If not keep reading.We're not really helping ourselfs. In the long run it's better to just deal and not...