Hello.
remember me?
if not then Hi! I'm 0li. we talked before... but accordingly you don't remember.
Or maybe you do. Anyhoo I was like, hey remember that girl with the butterfly profile? and then me was like oh yeah. So I whpught I'd say hi...again.
so Hi!
*wakes from the dead* BLARRRG.
Yes, I'm alive. It's finally nice outside, so I'm out there, and I've been playing guitar a lot and drawing a huge poster thing XD But yes, I'm still here. :) How are you??
i dont know..
apparently someone told him i talk about him a lot..
im not really sure.
but we sorted that out.. and he still doesn't talk to me..
ill message you one of our conversations BEFORE he decided he didnt want to talk to me.
well i sent it anonymously and was like "be mine?" and then he txtd me later and was like did you send me that? and i like went around it for a while but then i was like.. yeah. and hes like "i really like you to.. but only as a friend." and we talked for a few days then it died off then recently i asked if he was mad at me and he was like no.. but you seem kind of obsessed.."
yeah I met Alex in my history class this year.. and like he hated me at first. and he was soo mean to me. he knows im DEATHLY afraid of spiders, so my teacher gave him fake ones and he put them in my purse and on my chair and stuff. and like laughed when i started crying. but then like he started being nice. we had a sub one day and like he let me listen to his ipod with him and then we listened to mine.. and then like one day we had a test that we could make a study guide for so me and him divided the work so it wouldn't be as hard and then i didn't have my ipod and everyone else was finished and i couldn't concentrate so my teacher said i could use my ipod but i didn't have it so he let me use his.. which is a big deal, because both of us treat our iPods like our children. and then i started talking to him online and we'd exchange music. and then i told him about my cutting and he was all worried about me and like cared. and then i told him how i felt by sending him a candy gram on valentines day (i know cliche) and he kind of stopped talking to me. i think i scared him away.
he's in ROTC and like his [b]dream[/b] is to be a navySEAL or like in the military.. and sometimes I get nightmares of him dyeing and stuff.. and it scares me. he's 15 and he's already mentally prepared to die for this country. he's willing to die fighting and I admire that about him, but at the same time it scares me.
remember me?
if not then Hi! I'm 0li. we talked before... but accordingly you don't remember.
Or maybe you do. Anyhoo I was like, hey remember that girl with the butterfly profile? and then me was like oh yeah. So I whpught I'd say hi...again.
so Hi!
x mURdER