I can see where your coming from. I blame people for writing words off as slang and not puting it in the dictionary, just because it was invented in the ghetto (witch is where I was born.) And they already have words like abashed and embarrassed which mean the same thing! 'Bastardization of the English lanuage' indeed!
Neisan-chan could you update your stories soon. Also if you want to talk to me, pm mw on here because my old computer got a virus and right now we don't have msn. Two years of message history....gone!