Pisses me off? Attention whores. Thats what. Like OK if you wanna be noticed or something, but people need to learn not to go overboard. Really, do not become so starved for attention that you will do anything for it, even put out. Come on ladies, when are you going to realized that most of the guys you know won't love you if you have sex with them! They are just using you!It makes me really sick...

Because I'm writing this on Mibba and not a place where my brother will actually be able to read it. But I don't think I could write this where anyone I really know could read it.This whole journal is dedicated to Ryan, my best friend who just so happens to be my brother.He is my light during these dark days. The reason I haven't completly lost my mind. The reason I strive to be better everyday of...

but I will not be updateing soon..... I am sorry...... I have been getting more comments but with school starting and all its a little hectic right now.... i will TRY to update as soon as possible but i dont know when that will be.... thank you to those who read my story and like it.... I love all of you......in other news my first day of school was today..... All my teachers were nice except for...

I'm listening to Mayday Parade.... My new obsession... They are amaing... And Alex Garcia is a cutie..... I'm seeing them at Warped... I'm so excited... My 3 favorite bands ever are going plus other bands I love.... I wish Sarah!!!! was going though... It would be so much more fun... As long as she didn't git killed in the mosh pits... That would be bad..... Anyways this site has a serious lack of...

eating peanut butter waffles.... they are delicious... I'm home all by myself today... soo I get to have fun and do whatever....OK heres the deal... I have a story idea!! And it may have Kyle burns in it.... or it may have Alex Gaskarth in it..... Or it may have both... I'm leaning towards both....You see it was suppose to be a one-shot with only alex in it... but I couldn't think of a way to end...

I just wrote chapter 7 of my story and when I went to post it I had to log in... And it deleted my chapter... even though I was already loged in.......... grrrr I'm pissed... im not posting that right now cuz its gunna take froever to re-write that... C RAP CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!!!...

It's settled, I'm going to school... but I'm scared senseless.... I know I still have a few months before school starts but still.... I think school will be nice.. it will be good for me... but I have no earthly idea what to expect... everyone say "oh your so lucky your home schooled" but I have to disagree.. what i am lucky for though is that i have experienced homeschooling and now i will...