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    @Sorceress:. LOL Cool ^^ xD And well it happens don't blame yourself...we all forget things :P But I strangely have a photographic memory and can remember many events...dates, birthdays and years people were born so its a gift and a curse :P

    I see, well best of luck to you.

    Thanks...yeah it was hard but you know I've had a hard life and am one head strong mother fucker but it has also kept me alive...I think if I didn't have the Will Power that I do I wouldn't be alive....there were many times when I got bullied in RL also that I almost got killed and people were trying to kill me with guns and knives but if I didn't know the little Martial Arts I did back then I wouldn't be here talking with you right now so I'm glad to be alive....and happy that at least now I am skilled in Martial Arts so no one can mess with me....I only use it for Self-Defense tho.

    Yeah I Agree....ACA and AA and Religions mix....cus often the original ideas are good like you said then people come in and fuck it all up. I am a Sikh so yeah thats where my name comes from....its a Sikh name and also my birth name...Sikhism is from India originally but then in the 1970s an evil man called ''Yogi Bhajan'' turned Sikhism into a Cult called 3HO which destroys all original Teachings of Sikhism which are good...me and my dad survived this Cult and left it officially in 2006.

    My dad built two pagodas for Yogi Bhajan at the Temple here in Espanola, New Mexico and he stole all of my dad's money and never paid him....then as we were leaving we found out how he raped women and made them have abortions and ran telemarketing scams along with A-Kal Security being a Multi-Millionaire Dollar Corporation based off of more corrupt shit.

    But thankfully in due time after we left the Espanola 3HO Cult Sikh Community in 2006 all the Truth came out about the Telemarketing Scams, Cover Ups, Yogi Bhajan being a Rapist and Thief etc. and many people have left the Cult and their Empire has pretty much fallen.

    LOL sorry I didn't know as for the Craigslist subject...and cool yeah most things are cheaper to buy on Craigslist...yes it was fucked up. And I know...also another reason this Society and out Generation is fucked up...Porn. No offense but I wouldn't care if every porn star or person who was apart of Porn died right now...they Promote thinking its ok to use women and men....rape women mostly...have no morality what so ever and teach people all the wrong things about sex. Just like that piece of shit movie made by Stanley Kubrick called Clock Work Orange...I never watched it but man all the shit my dad told me about that movie and that I read about it was straight up evil. Like how the main characters Rape this women and Sing Singing In The Rain while Raping her and other Violent evil shit...on top of the Mind Control in that thing....man its heavy shit. I don't know if you have ever heard of Project MKultra or the illuminati but that movie was 100% of it....and I'm not trying to be some whacked out conspiracy theorist here but these things do exist.

    My dad was apart of the early stages of the MKultra Project in the 1960s...but he broke free of it.

    MKultra is a Behavior Modification Program created by the U.S. Government in the 1950s...what happens is that they torture people to the point where they either die...innocent people...or to the point where they create Multiple Personality Disorder now known as Dissociative Identity Disorder so they can create these Multiple Personalities of theirs and all give them Key Words and Triggers to Trigger these Personalities to kill people whenever they want to. MKultra was made specifically to create Super Assassins to kill innocent people...Political People...Famous people etc. the illuminati i.e. U.S. Government didn't like.

    The U.S. Admits to doing all of this too...but the only thing they cover up and lie about is the fact this Program was shut down in the 1970s when it still happens till this day and there is a lot of proof out there too.

    The Two Most Dominant Mind Control Programs that the Government Invented that are still in use today are Project Monarch and Project MKulra. Project Monarch is mostly used for Sex Slaves etc.

    Michael Jackson was a Victim of Monarch...and he was murdered because he was against the illuminati to the point where he finally couldn't take it anymore. He and all of his siblings were sexually abused by their father Joe Jackson so yeah that son of a bitch is evil.

    All the shit about Michael Molesting those kids was a set up...none of it was true and that only came out after he made this total anti-illuminati song called ''They Don't Care About Us.''

    Michael was injected with Vitiligo by the CIA and that is the only reason he turned white...although all of the plastic surgery he did did make him look like a creepy old women.

    For instance with Monarch...the most it is used is in Disney...and the original Fantasia Film as explained by Fritz Springmeier has been used countless times in torturing sessions and probably still is used till this day for the same thing.

    Walt Disney himself was a Pedophile and a Racist....underneath I think Magic Mountain or whatever they call that place at some Disney Park...there are still people till this day under there being tortured and having mind control experiments done on them. They even did a joke on it once on Robot Chicken which is a show I hate but sometimes the Truth comes out and on one of their skits it did.

    As for most all Disney Actors and Actresses...they are 100% under Monarch Mind Control...Butterflies...Disney Films..even most fantasy films are used in Mind Control Sessions with people such as Selena Gomez...Demi Lovato...etc.

    Remember all of those photos that leaked of Demi Lovato cutting herself? We like to call it Self Destruct Programming in the Truth Telling Movement.

    I am disgusted and angry for the things this Government has done to its own people and that is why I am 100% against it but I am 100% for the Constitution although our founding fathers...well lets just say I have a few things to say about them.

    Ever heard of the Knight's Templar/Freemasons? Well they are apart of the illuminati....and our founding fathers created Freemasonry.

    It was not too long back that there was a story on the news...regular news...that they found Hundreds of dead children in Benjamin Franklin's House...and this is not a mere joke.

    Both of my Grand Fathers and Great Grand Fathers were 33rd Degree Freemasons and the Organization is just straight up evil. They Sacrifice ritually and murder many children...and this s no myth....this exists still till this day. When you reach the 33rd Degree of Freemasonry you are forced to either piss, shit or cum on any religious scripture of any religion you are apart of....for Sikhs its the Guru Grant...for Christians or Catholics its the Bible...for Muslims its...well you get the point.

    Ever heard of Skull and Bones? They even made a film about it...they still exist till this day....and George Bush Junior was and still is apart of this Organization. They are Satanic and evil...just like Freemasonry.

    As for Frats at Colleges and such...they are 100% Freemasonic on top of all of the fucked up hazing incidents that go on killing people.

    Here where I live in Chimayo New Mexico...there are Satanic Gangs...an Adobe Building Teacher of mine and my father's told us once about how when he was at a Funeral...there was one of these Gangs standing on a Pentagram calling up Demonic Entities with Hoods on chanting evil shit. Once I even found a Pentagram spray painted on the Wall of our Plaza here in Chimayo.

    Every president you had ever known or heard of was and still is a Freemason.

    JFK was Assassinated and Murdered by this Government because he exposed the CIA.

    Bobby Kennedy was Assassinated by Sirhan Sirhan but also there was video of 3 CIA Agents who shot him additional times when Sirhan only shot him once. Sirhan Sirhan was one of the early subjects of Project MKultra and had no control over what he did because one of his Multiple Personalities did it and ultimately it was this Government who was Responsible.

    Just like that Korean Kid who killed all of those people in the Virginia Tech Massacre....he was under MkUltra Mind Control.

    Every thing you thought you knew was True isn't....and that was my rude awakening when I started reading books on this shit and talked with people who were apart of these programs in RL.

    9/11, The Boston Bombing, Columbine, Virginia Tech and many more were all inside jobs by this government.

    And yes I do feel for all the Victims of the Boston Bombing and 9/11 and I Agree with you that its not right for people to joke about it...but those two Russian Brothers didn't do it...go on Davidicke.com and you will see photos of Government Mercenaries who go by the name ''Black Water'' with the Punisher Symbols from the Comic Book Character on them while at the Boston Bombing...even all of the youngest brother of that Russian kid said he was a really nice guy and that he would never do such a thing and he didn't nor did his older brother and their mother said to the press how the CIA warned her years before how her two sons would be set up for this Bombing and they were...its all evil and its all police brutality...that younger brother and the older one were both innocent and set up like I said.

    Just because you read about it or see it on the News doesn't make it factual...90% of the time the shit you see on the news are lies.

    David Icke can be a nut case at times and some of the stuff he says isn't True but 90% of it is true trust me so check that guy out along with vigilantcitizen.com

    There were many Films, Comic Books, TV Shows and Video Games that Warned about 9/11 years before it happened....check out 9/11 Hidden In Hollywood on Youtube...the evidence is all there.

    It was scientifically and physically impossible for the Twin Towers to be blown up by a plane because 1. The Steel in those buildings were so strong they couldn't be taken down by a plane and 2. There were bombs planted in the Twin Towers before they went down and there were witnesses who all spoke out that were killed by our government because they heard the bombs going off when the Towers went down.

    Check out also The Industry Exposed Series on Youtube.

    In The Film ''The Long Kiss Goodnight'' which is completely based on MKultra Mind Control BTW...exposed and warned towards the end of the film that they would blow up the Twin Towers and Blame it on the Muslims...which is what they did...to create a war.

    Wanna know why the Army is in Afghanistan? Because of Heroin thats why....its the Biggest Heroin Trade in the World...and they bring it over here to the U.S. to get people hooked and addicted.

    The CIA also invented Crack and Cocaine...don't believe me do your Research.

    The illuminati and all the Bankers and People who are Billionaires and Trllionaires in this world have an ultimate evil plan...and their plan is to create a World War 3...depopulate the human race to a certain amount of people...take away everyone's right and the Constitution and on top of that Create a New World Order A.K.A a One World Government...ever watched the Movie 1984 or read the book from Orson Welles? Well that is the illuminati's Wet Dream....and thats why he made the book and film to expose them.

    You see even innocent things such as Spyro can be used for Mind Control although thank god I have heard nothing about Spyro being used for that but yes this is the Reality of the way the World Runs and what happens.

    Ever look at the Dollar Bill? Under the Pyramid with the Eye it says in Latin ''New World Order.''

    The Georgia Guidestones in many languages are entitled the ultimate fucked up plan for Domination and Destruction of this World from the illuminati.

    But you know I'm not scared...cus there are thousands of people out there fighting these fuckers and exposing them and there are too many of us Truth Tellers out there....their plans for World Domination will not succeed cus there are too many people who will not take it.

    I don't like to call myself or anyone who talks about this kind of stuff Conspiracy Theorists cus we aren't...that word is only used by the illuminati/media to make people with True Info Look Crazy when they aren't.

    I'm not Indian either BTW...I'm 100% born American white boy....I do though have a Mix of Native American, Jewish, Welch, Scottish, Irish and Asian in my blood. I was originally born in Southern California but I'll tell you Cali is a hell of a lot less racist and corrupt then here in New Mexico.

    You have no idea what kind of shit me and my dad had to go thru after 9/11 happened...Racist Hicks threatening to kill us and telling us to go back to Afghanistan...etc. etc. Thats why I am still a Sikh but refuse to wear a Turban and haven't since I was 13 cus of all of the shit I got from people. Last time I was at an amusement park when I was 13 while wearing a turban some kid flipped me off for no reason.

    I'll tell you who is Crazy and the Biggest Disgrace to the Truth Telling Community tho and that is Radio Host Alex Jones...although a lot of what he says is True...he makes himself look nuts and everything he says look nuts and as if it doesn't exist when it does so I don't recommend him and his Fear Mongering Bullshit.

    Check out the ''Conspiracy Files'' its a TV Show thats on Regular TV...I don't like the fact they call it Conspiracy Files but the Show exposes and tells people much of the same thing I am telling you here.

    Most of all...don't get too caught up in the illuminati stuff...live your own life...do what you can to fight back and expose them but keep positive and have solutions because if I didn't say there were solutions to this shit I'd just be a Doomsday idiot but I'm not.

    Actually no...you see my dad lived thru the 1980s and he is very old....he is almost 60 years old...and much of the things from the 1980s are still here now in the Modern Age...mostly the Ignorance of people indulging themselves in Violence, Drugs, Sex, Partying, Misogyny, War, Politics etc.

    And yes all the Rape Jokes and shit....its not cool....I think once American Dad and Family Guy came in the whole country just got even more fucked up. Seth Macfarlane is a piece of shit no offense.

    Being a female is I am sure the hardest dealing with people with these types of fucked up Mindsets so I do feel for you.

    LOL yep I Agree 100% with you on the Politics...yeah really why can't we talk about happy things? xD

    Thats good to hear that your friend is helping out Suicidal people thats always a good thing but yeah like you said besides that screw Omegle.

    Haha Same here I'm more into the old games and stuff as well :P

    Cyber goth genre? Never heard of it...what is it? I mostly listen to stuff like Phil Collins, Peter Gabriel, Genesis, Mat Kearney, Owl City, Michael Jackson, Yes, Billy Joel etc.

    BTW sorry if this is information overload don't mean to depress the hell out of you.
    May 9th, 2013 at 12:34am
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    Oh wow I think you share a birthday with one of my friends then; I know her birthday is around like the end of August... I must be such a great friend if I don't know when her exact birthday is. Damn.

    I'm going to be 17 in September, yeah. But the years go by so fast, and I have a lot to do this year so I know it's going to be just a matter of time before I'm an adult.

    I'm sorry about your mom, that must have been hard. ♥ I'm glad you ended up with a positive outlook on life. And yeah, there's always bad people in groups. It's like with anything, there's going to be assholes no matter where you go or what you do. I didn't know about Alcoholics Anonymous and Adult Children of Alcoholics though; that's pretty fucked up. Makes me sad to think something so charitable in nature could end up that corrupt. It's almost like with religion; it's all based and rooted in a good idea and then these idiots come in and ruin it for everybody. I don't think it's fair to make someone pay for help if they needed it either. I had to go to counseling when I was 14 and I knew my parents were paying $60 a session, I knew that was way more than they could afford so I told them I was better after like three sessions. I wasn't, so I just hid and stuffed down all of my problems and kept it to myself.

    I wasn't saying Craigslist was 100% bad, I do have family members that use it to buy lawnmowers and wood and things for a lot cheaper than you would anywhere else, but I still cringe whenever I think about the site and just how you could never know what you're getting into by meeting up with someone to receive goods, no matter what those goods are. Selling babies, eh? That's pretty fucked up, yeah. And welcome to the internet. You can have all kinds of filters on your computer and still come across borderline porn. -.- I love how people seem to think that everyone likes seeing it. I guess it's all like superpowers, you can use them for either good or evil and we live in a world where everyone wants to be the villain. (I spend too much time watching superhero movies, clearly.)

    I agree. I think the 80's were much less bad than it is now though; this generation is truly awful. We live in a time where everything is funny, which has made everything so much less serious. Like the Boston marathon bombing; there were people joking about that no less than ONE hour after the news came out. Everyone makes rape jokes, and everyone laughs. Misogyny is becoming the automatic mindset of most pop culture, which I find personally offending since I am female and I'm going to have to/am already dealing with some of the fruits of people who have that mindset.

    I totally agree with you about politics. Every time we have an election I just want to hang myself, because A. ALL OF THE GODDAMNED ADS that most times aren't even true and B. the constant confrontation from people who have opposing views. Like my family knows people who are SO into politics that it's all they talk about, and it's like they have to confront you about everything no matter what it is. I get really nervous talking to people about politics too, I shake and get really uncomfortable and sometimes I cry, because it's so fustrating! I just want to talk to someone about happy things, I don't want to talk about how much you hate President X and Governer Y or whatever, I want to talk about things that are actually going to make both people happy. But I guess some people are just set on being negative and cranky all time.

    And yeah, Omegle is kind of like that. One of my friends likes to go on and encourage people in the Self-Harm and Suicide chatrooms though and tell them that they're going to be ok, and that they're special, that she loves them, ect. and gives them her facebook so they can talk to her if they need to. Which I think is fucking awesome, but for the most part Omegle is a site I'd rather stay the hell away from.

    Same. I'm not really into all the 'new' stuff that's around, it's just kind of... meh. It's too upscaley for me I guess, I love the old consoles and the old games, and the old music, and just... old things! They have memories attached to them that are priceless, and aren't going to come with a new system or new anything. I value my nostalgia very much.

    I'm saving up for an apartment because of the school that I'm going to. It's not a college, it's just a 12-month school. The city it's in is about 45-50 minutes away from home and with gas prices, car insurance prices, ect. it would be better for me to just get an apartment 10 minutes away from the school and walk there every day instead of get a car to drive almost two hours both ways to school every day. That and I could get a better job in the city as well (I live in a small town). I do live with my parents, I am the oldest of four siblings and I love my whole family very much. I'm probably going to be really sad when I move but I don't really have much of a choice. :/

    Speaking of music what do you think about the cyber-goth genre? out of curiosity.
    May 8th, 2013 at 10:06pm
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    @Sorceress:. True...I Agree. And LOL yeah I'm almost 19...I'll be 19 on August 28th so yeah feels weird the fact that in two years I will no loner be a teenager 0.o

    And I understand what you mean...aren't you like 16 tho or something like it says on your Mibba Profile? Just curious.

    I have studied much about drugs and why people do them as well....but what we all must understand is that Alcohol is just as dangerous of a drug. My mom was a horrible alcoholic....and she has been dead for almost 3 years now...she was 49 when she died and although alcohol wasn't the cause of her death it did put her in a hospital bed....after she died it really had a strong impact on me....made me realize how precious life is and how you should never waste it away and fight for unjust things. After she died, me and my dad went to ACA (Adult Children of Alcoholics) and although I do recommend them for somethings their approach is bullshit....just a bunch of people in a room basically discussing either their alcoholism or being clean and sober and discussing their parents alcoholism...although thats not an issue cus everyone needs a support system but what is an issue is that no one can be positive and half of everyone is in a guilt trip....I soon found out that the women who ran these meetings in Santa Fe at the Friendship Club and the Group itself was corrupt and thats why me and my dad never went to meetings again after we found out what we did...they consider people trying to encourage others to be positive ''Back talk'' when it isn't if you are not judging the person but rather helping them.

    Its like with AA, I'm not saying they don't help thousands of people like ACA because they do but the issue just like ACA is that you have people coming out of these places saying they are still alcoholics when they haven't had a fucking drink of alcoholic in 20 or 30 years and its a Negative Reinforcement that the original founders of AA never invented....only the corporate whores who run these organizations changed and/or destroyed the original mottos that worked better that the original founders created.

    When Bill W. (The Co-Founder of AA) died, all of his manuals that proved that B-Vitamins and eating healthy cured his Alcoholism were destroyed by the foundation....but his friends who have P.H.d's wrote a book you can find anywhere pretty much called ''The Vitamin Cure For Alcoholism'' which has all of the writings from Bill W. and his Manuals on how he Cured his Alcoholism and how anyone else can do the same.

    AA and ACA take donations from the Alcohol Corporations and its just corrupt and wrong....I have no sympathy what so ever for any distributor who makes alcohol period...you know why? Cus it was because of Alcohol and my mom drinking it that my childhood was a nightmare...worse then you can imagine...abusive and destroyed all because of Alcohol.

    I do not believe there is such a thing as ''Responsible Drinking'' because its like this....once you put you the bottle and drink it you are not being responsible what so ever cus once you drink it you lose your true responsibility.

    So after I found all of this info about how Corrupt AA and ACA was...I started my own Rehab Program with the same Concepts from The Vitamin Cure For Alcoholism and some of my own concepts and ideas...the Teen Center I worked at was called Warehouse21....it is the oldest and most well known Teen Center in the entire U.S. And I knew they were corrupt from the start considering when I presented my Drug/Alcohol Rehab Program back in July of 2011....the women who runs it....Anna Reindhart refused me to have it there....which should raise anyone's suspicions considering their Logo and Sign says ''No Drugs, No Alcohol, No Violence'' yet they will not accept a Rehab Program and yet they have AA and ACA meetings there? Thats just twisted...but get this....all of those meetings were never Free....they costed like $20 fucking bucks to go to...and once me and my dad were there at W21 when they were having these meetings...they were treating everyone disrespectfully...and when we showed this guy who worked for AA The Vitamin Cure For Alcoholism and asked him if he knew about it and confronted him he was scared shitless and told us to get back in line and pay for our tickets...my dad ended up flipping him off as did I when we were walking away.

    But either way....I am in the process of redoing the Program with my dad and we will finish it soon and this Program will be a Free Manual to anyone and everyone.

    LOL wow....and you ain't hypocritical :P I Agree with what you are saying.

    Well....me and my dad use craigslist a lot actually but we are always careful....once we saw this ad on there with someone trying to sell a baby and it was fucked up so we reported it...never clicked on the ad but saw it there and reported it...it was taken off...then another time where there was this image of some guy's penis and and fucking fake vagina....it was disgusting so I never looked at it but my dad saw it and reported it too...it was taken off too....then even worse...minors trying to pretend to be adults wanting to exchange you giving them beer for something....we reported that as well.

    Craigslist like anything can be used for good if you choose to use it for good...just have to be careful with it...just like Mibba and that fucked up TeenInk Website...there is gonna be shit everywhere and bullies and creepers and pervs....but if you ignore them and do your own thing you will be fine....do what you can to expose those people and stop them but if there is nothing you can do sometimes you just have to accept it.

    Yes it is stupid people make such a big deal about virginity...but you also must understand we live in a society based upon stereotypes....I am nothing like half of my dumbed down/brainwashed generation....if you are asking me....we are still living in the Me Generation from the 1980s and I truly think that never ended...we have Video Games, Movies, and Music 24/7 that promote and glorify Rape, Sex, Violence, Drugs, Partying and Alcohol....I truly believe Society would not be as fucked up as it is in the Current State of things if it wasn't for most Music, Video Games and Movies/TV Shows as well being there....And I'm not bashing these Industries completely cus sometimes they make Great Movies/TV Shows and Music and Video Games that try to help Society and/or are just for fun like Spyro and are harmless and completely fine.

    Its like what I said with Craigslist...just like the Film Industry and Music Industry....but if you are a Good Person with a lot of Morality and Dignity and are Smart you will Survive and Thrive and will be completely fine.

    My Views on the World are much like the Rapper Lupe Fiasco's....I am here to make music to deal with Social Issues and make a Difference...not here to sit on my ass....and I don't vote nor am I a Liberal, Conservative, Democrat or Republican cus I truly believe they are all the same bullshit.

    Omegle sounds like a Wet Dream for Perverts and Creeps....I can see why you don't like it....I don't either. Thats a bad motto they got there.

    Cool ^^ I never had a PS1...Only a PS2 which I still have so I'd play all the old Spyro PS1 Games on that :P And thats good...I hope you are able to buy all of the classics back soon xD

    Save up for an Apartment? :/ Why? Your parents kicking you out or something? I mean do you live with your parents or what? Sorry just curious.

    LOL its fine listening to strange music :P Cus I listen to strange music too xD
    May 8th, 2013 at 08:35pm
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    Well yeah, it kinda makes sense to not do that. Kids are growing up a little too fast these days. I'm aging backwards; I wanted to be an adult so badly way back when but now that adulthood is approaching I just want to be a kid again. I've studied drugs for school and I understand why people do it, I also know people who are getting into it and I know why, I just hope that they will eventually have the strength to get out of it ok and I will have the strength to stay away from them to begin with.

    TeenInk sounds familiar, I think we get the newspapers at our library. And I'm not surprised there were bullies in that chatroom; teenagers. I know it sounds completely hypocritical of me since I am a teenager but everyone is so out of control! D: Everyone knows that bullying is an epidemic and they're all just sitting here twiddling their thumbs waiting for someone else to take care of it. Welcome to 2013.

    I don't understand why people are still using craigslist for anything after that guy a few years back who was using it to pick up women and kill them. What a psycho. And yeah you can never be too careful with people; everyone's always never what they seem to be, or make themselves out to be. There's nothing wrong with being a virgin still. I got picked on a lot in like 10th grade when literally everyone else was doing it and I was the only one that wasn't, but I am in a way better place emotionally, physically and mentally than they ever will be again. It's silly people make such a big deal about it xD

    Omegle is this website where the motto is "talk to strangers!", basically everyone is anonymous, you type in your interests (like, "I like Slipknot, Disney, macaroons and energy drinks") and they'll put you in a chatroom with someone that has the same interests and you'll talk to them. If it gets boring, you move on to the next person. It'd be fine if it was normal like that but there are a lot of people who get really creepy on it.

    Ahaha yes. That third one in the trilogy was the best. ♥ We still have the old PS1 and I've been working on buying the games back. I really need to save up for an apartment by September of next year but if I see any of them on ebay for like $5 I'll snatch them up. I bought the first one in February and all the memories came back. I like listening to them while I'm doing schoolwork. I actually listen to a lot of weird music when I'm studying, lmao xD
    May 8th, 2013 at 02:16pm
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    @Sorceress:. Thanks :) xD And Cool I hope he is ^^

    Eh, well you know when you run a Teen Center and your Logo says ''No Drugs, No Alcohol, No Violence'' on it I'm sorry but you just shouldn't get away with letting that shit happen and they did and still do till this day.

    I don't judge people who do drugs or drink although I don't do the same and never have and never will but if you are endangering youth or children I will not let you get away with it and will make sure you get punished for it.

    No it was a not a glitch....go search VirgoAhtmah here on Mibba...when you click on my account it says it has been deactivated and it was.

    Yeah Chat Rooms are all bad....and if you think Mibba is bad you're right...but also this Website called TeenInk is worse....every time I just tried to be friendly and say hello to people and make friends on their chat rooms people bullied me, told me to go commit suicide and kill myself and threatened to kill me...made up lies and rumors about me etc. etc. etc. So yeah and on top of that everytime I Reported these bullies to the Admins they did nothing just like here on Mibba they do nothing.

    I'm done with Chat Rooms anyhow....I do Agree with you tho about online dating services or craigslist hookers LOL.....Fortunately I have never been that dumb and never will be....its just stupid and not practical to do such things. I've never online dated, and never will...and yeah never have been out with hookers and never will.....really good way to catch STDs so yeah yuck I still have my Virginity thank you despite the fact I am 18.

    What is Omegle? and yes there are too many bullies and creepers out there....unfortunately I have been the victim of that and still am till this day in RL and online....thankfully with RL tho I can kick their asses cus I know Martial Arts...only thing I can do about them online is block them or ignore them.

    LOL it wasn't a DJ....its a talk show so yeah the dude isn't a DJ :P But I get your point. And Thank You xD

    I Love the Spyro Video Games and I noticed you have one of the characters as your profile pic xD I grew up playing those games...I miss them frankly... am a huge fan and I'm sure I probably have listened to the Music from the Games before but I don't remember cus it has been so many years...but thats a good idea and thanks for bringing that up! :) I'll differently check out all of the Music from the Trilogy on Youtube.
    May 8th, 2013 at 06:05am
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    Ah wow that sounds awesome! I'll be sure to tell him, I'm sure he'll be pretty stoked.
    Pfft gotta love them crazy drug people. Personally I don't really care if someone wants to do drugs, it's their desicion, but when it gets to the point of threatening people with death it's gone a little too far.
    Good luck :D

    When did they delete it? Are you sure it wasn't a glitch? I know I had to create a new email account in order to make my new mibba because I'd used it already. And chat rooms, well, I personally believe nobody should be in them anyway. It's like using craigslist hookers and online dating services; you're setting yourself up for trouble. I have a friend who uses Omegle and that in itself kind of scares the shit out of me... there are way too many creepers and bullies, flat out unsavory characters out there.

    Heh. Oh well; DJ's are people too I guess. It's awesome you got some airplay though; and the buisness cards sound like a cool idea :) OH, you were talking about doing music for videogames? Have you ever listened to the music for the Spyro the Dragon trilogy (composed by Stewart Copeland from the Police)? I listen to the soundtracks on almost daily basises. You can find 'em all on youtube, it's good stuff. :)
    May 8th, 2013 at 05:40am
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    @Sorceress:. Its ok....and yeah I know :/

    Thanks! ^^ It is hard to get known but actually things are much easier now when it comes to Releasing Albums....you don't need to be famous either...it only took me $35 to Release my Album thru DittoMusic and lots of people are doing it now...they are a Great Distributor and the Fasted out there to get you on iTunes and the rest of the stores...tell your musician friend about it if you can.

    Yes I used to do hundreds of live shows but that was only at a Teen Center I had to Quit called Warehouse21 last year in June because they are corrupt and let Two Drug Dealers...to be more specific Heroin Dealers get away with threatening me and my dad and letting all of their friends threaten to kill us all because I caught the two of them selling drugs to 3 guys in their upstairs boy's bathroom....I was the M.C. for all Open Mic Nights there.

    Live Shows for now are just limited to me playing at Art Galleries....I'm gonna try tho to sign up for next year's Santa Fe Bandstand which will give me much more exposure.

    Thank you :) Yeah I will never give up no matter what...and yes I do have a Tumbler and use it frequently.

    LOL I will I try to make as much friends on Mibba as I can and also spread the word about my Album :P

    But yeah am not impressed with the way Mibba has acted lately....they deactivated my VirgoAhtmah Account for no reason so that really ticked me the fuck off...on top of the fact they took the Chat off the Front Page a long time ago and didn't do shit about the Bullies on it but instead made it so no one could access it on the front page again cus they got so many complaints from me and everyone else about the messed up shit that was happening in the chat room so yeah the Admins here are irresponsible assholes and I don't care if they are reading this right now they can go and kiss my ass.

    Last year one of my Songs was played and my name was said on Coast To Coast AM on November 4th....there were 2 Million Listeners....although my Fan Base is only in the Thousands and not Millions it still helped get me Exposure...although I was kind of angry at the Host and how he named my Song wrong and said I lived in New Hampshire instead of New Mexico when I said exactly in the letter I sent to him with the CD that the name of my Song was ''In Memory of U'' and not ''The Future Ahead'' and that I was from New Mexico...but ooh well...you win some you lose some.

    I'll be playing my Music at the Art Gallery and Performing and selling my CDs from the Album I Released on top of handing out my Business Cards.
    May 8th, 2013 at 05:23am
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    I'm sorry to hear that things have been rough. Things have been pretty awful for everyone lately it seems. Congratulations on the record deals though; that's awesome :) It'd be nice if they paid, yeah. Do you do any live shows or anything?
    Perseverance, perseverance. I really hope everything works out for you guys. The entertainment business is a hard one to get into. A guy that my family knows moved to NY hoping he was going to be a musician and he really worked his ass off, unfortunately never got much noteriety for it. Just don't give up and keep making friends on Mibba ♥ Do you have a tumblr? You can post music there too. It's a popular site so you could get a really good following there, too. What do you do at the Art Gallery?
    May 8th, 2013 at 05:04am
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    @Sorceress:. Good just going thru rough times...I Released my first Album Worldwide on iTunes, Spotify, Slacker Radio, Amazon and many other online retailers on January 30th of this year and am Signed with an Indie Record Label called ''Green China Records'' and thru them I am signed with an Independent Distributor called DittoMusic in the U.K. but all of these stores are giving me a hard time with receiving my royalties and money from my Album Sales...my Album sold a lot of copies on iTunes yet I have to wait for my money from them and everyone else till every 20th or 30th of each month and sometimes I only get money from one store and when I do sometimes it ain't shit...like the last Money I got in was from my Sales from Spotify and it was only 50 cents....but anyway....I am just frustrated with the fact I'm broke as shit right now and am waiting for all of this money from my sales to come in.

    Me and my dad are late on rent again too and this is the second time this has ever happened to us....we have never been late on rent once all the time we have lived where we are till now.

    The Album I Released is called ''The Future Ahead.''

    But yeah besides that, I'm gonna get paid $100 for playing at this Art Gallery here in Santa Fe New Mexico called Beals & Abbate Fine Art on May 11th from 3 PM to 5 PM so yeah I'm really looking forward to doing that cus I know one of the owners and he is a really nice guy....his name is Bobbie Beals....and I'm gonna try to play at more Art Galleries soon too.

    Its rough times also cus my dad is unemployed and so am I pretty much except for earning money playing for Art Galleries now....we're trying to join the Film Union here in New Mexico and we'd each a piece get paid 1 Thousand Dollars a week every week which is money I've never been able to earn in a week doing any job so yeah just have to get my Driver's License first then I'll try to join....we have friends in the Film Union here in NM too so they are helping us try to get in the Business.

    I'm already in the Music Business but like any Business its rough....the Film Business seems better at least for me ATM....I knew the pros and cons tho fully before I entered the Music Business so yeah there are times you'll get disappointed no matter how successful you are but in the end it will all pay off.

    I've been also trying to get my Music in Films and Video Games....if people like it they'll put it in their Video Games and Movies if you have the Right Connections and you'll get paid royalties from what the Movies or Video Games make....sometimes its a lot and sometimes it isn't....it all depends on how well the Movie or Video Game Sells.

    If I joined the Union I'd probably mostly be doing Construction Work but its ok cus I know how to do Construction....I worked for years with my dad on Construction Jobs so its easy to me.
    May 8th, 2013 at 04:45am
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    Haha :) How've you been?
    May 8th, 2013 at 04:17am
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    @Sorceress:. LOL ok and I remember you now xD
    May 8th, 2013 at 04:11am
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    lol it's not your fault; I had so many friends that I forgot most of them unless I spoke with them on a regular basis... which, since school and stuff, I didn't really talk to anyone on a daily basis. I had a few old usernames, one was Miss Vampire is Dead and the other was daughtermonster. :)
    May 8th, 2013 at 02:57am
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    @Socreress:. LMFAO Damn! >.< I'm sorry :( I must have forgotten....how do I know of you then? What was your old Mibba Account name?
    May 8th, 2013 at 02:04am
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    I actually used to know you on my old account lmao hi :D
    May 8th, 2013 at 02:00am
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    Hi! Welcome to Mibba! If you have any questions or need any help then just ask me ^^
    May 8th, 2013 at 01:44am