May 9th, 2013 at 12:34am
@ AhtmahKhalsa
Oh wow I think you share a birthday with one of my friends then; I know her birthday is around like the end of August... I must be such a great friend if I don't know when her exact birthday is. Damn.
I'm going to be 17 in September, yeah. But the years go by so fast, and I have a lot to do this year so I know it's going to be just a matter of time before I'm an adult.
I'm sorry about your mom, that must have been hard. ♥ I'm glad you ended up with a positive outlook on life. And yeah, there's always bad people in groups. It's like with anything, there's going to be assholes no matter where you go or what you do. I didn't know about Alcoholics Anonymous and Adult Children of Alcoholics though; that's pretty fucked up. Makes me sad to think something so charitable in nature could end up that corrupt. It's almost like with religion; it's all based and rooted in a good idea and then these idiots come in and ruin it for everybody. I don't think it's fair to make someone pay for help if they needed it either. I had to go to counseling when I was 14 and I knew my parents were paying $60 a session, I knew that was way more than they could afford so I told them I was better after like three sessions. I wasn't, so I just hid and stuffed down all of my problems and kept it to myself.
I wasn't saying Craigslist was 100% bad, I do have family members that use it to buy lawnmowers and wood and things for a lot cheaper than you would anywhere else, but I still cringe whenever I think about the site and just how you could never know what you're getting into by meeting up with someone to receive goods, no matter what those goods are. Selling babies, eh? That's pretty fucked up, yeah. And welcome to the internet. You can have all kinds of filters on your computer and still come across borderline porn. -.- I love how people seem to think that everyone likes seeing it. I guess it's all like superpowers, you can use them for either good or evil and we live in a world where everyone wants to be the villain. (I spend too much time watching superhero movies, clearly.)
I agree. I think the 80's were much less bad than it is now though; this generation is truly awful. We live in a time where everything is funny, which has made everything so much less serious. Like the Boston marathon bombing; there were people joking about that no less than ONE hour after the news came out. Everyone makes rape jokes, and everyone laughs. Misogyny is becoming the automatic mindset of most pop culture, which I find personally offending since I am female and I'm going to have to/am already dealing with some of the fruits of people who have that mindset.
I totally agree with you about politics. Every time we have an election I just want to hang myself, because A. ALL OF THE GODDAMNED ADS that most times aren't even true and B. the constant confrontation from people who have opposing views. Like my family knows people who are SO into politics that it's all they talk about, and it's like they have to confront you about everything no matter what it is. I get really nervous talking to people about politics too, I shake and get really uncomfortable and sometimes I cry, because it's so fustrating! I just want to talk to someone about happy things, I don't want to talk about how much you hate President X and Governer Y or whatever, I want to talk about things that are actually going to make both people happy. But I guess some people are just set on being negative and cranky all time.
And yeah, Omegle is kind of like that. One of my friends likes to go on and encourage people in the Self-Harm and Suicide chatrooms though and tell them that they're going to be ok, and that they're special, that she loves them, ect. and gives them her facebook so they can talk to her if they need to. Which I think is fucking awesome, but for the most part Omegle is a site I'd rather stay the hell away from.
Same. I'm not really into all the 'new' stuff that's around, it's just kind of... meh. It's too upscaley for me I guess, I love the old consoles and the old games, and the old music, and just... old things! They have memories attached to them that are priceless, and aren't going to come with a new system or new anything. I value my nostalgia very much.
I'm saving up for an apartment because of the school that I'm going to. It's not a college, it's just a 12-month school. The city it's in is about 45-50 minutes away from home and with gas prices, car insurance prices, ect. it would be better for me to just get an apartment 10 minutes away from the school and walk there every day instead of get a car to drive almost two hours both ways to school every day. That and I could get a better job in the city as well (I live in a small town). I do live with my parents, I am the oldest of four siblings and I love my whole family very much. I'm probably going to be really sad when I move but I don't really have much of a choice. :/
Speaking of music what do you think about the cyber-goth genre? out of curiosity.
I see, well best of luck to you.
Thanks...yeah it was hard but you know I've had a hard life and am one head strong mother fucker but it has also kept me alive...I think if I didn't have the Will Power that I do I wouldn't be alive....there were many times when I got bullied in RL also that I almost got killed and people were trying to kill me with guns and knives but if I didn't know the little Martial Arts I did back then I wouldn't be here talking with you right now so I'm glad to be alive....and happy that at least now I am skilled in Martial Arts so no one can mess with me....I only use it for Self-Defense tho.
Yeah I Agree....ACA and AA and Religions mix....cus often the original ideas are good like you said then people come in and fuck it all up. I am a Sikh so yeah thats where my name comes from....its a Sikh name and also my birth name...Sikhism is from India originally but then in the 1970s an evil man called ''Yogi Bhajan'' turned Sikhism into a Cult called 3HO which destroys all original Teachings of Sikhism which are good...me and my dad survived this Cult and left it officially in 2006.
My dad built two pagodas for Yogi Bhajan at the Temple here in Espanola, New Mexico and he stole all of my dad's money and never paid him....then as we were leaving we found out how he raped women and made them have abortions and ran telemarketing scams along with A-Kal Security being a Multi-Millionaire Dollar Corporation based off of more corrupt shit.
But thankfully in due time after we left the Espanola 3HO Cult Sikh Community in 2006 all the Truth came out about the Telemarketing Scams, Cover Ups, Yogi Bhajan being a Rapist and Thief etc. and many people have left the Cult and their Empire has pretty much fallen.
LOL sorry I didn't know as for the Craigslist subject...and cool yeah most things are cheaper to buy on Craigslist...yes it was fucked up. And I know...also another reason this Society and out Generation is fucked up...Porn. No offense but I wouldn't care if every porn star or person who was apart of Porn died right now...they Promote thinking its ok to use women and men....rape women mostly...have no morality what so ever and teach people all the wrong things about sex. Just like that piece of shit movie made by Stanley Kubrick called Clock Work Orange...I never watched it but man all the shit my dad told me about that movie and that I read about it was straight up evil. Like how the main characters Rape this women and Sing Singing In The Rain while Raping her and other Violent evil shit...on top of the Mind Control in that thing....man its heavy shit. I don't know if you have ever heard of Project MKultra or the illuminati but that movie was 100% of it....and I'm not trying to be some whacked out conspiracy theorist here but these things do exist.
My dad was apart of the early stages of the MKultra Project in the 1960s...but he broke free of it.
MKultra is a Behavior Modification Program created by the U.S. Government in the 1950s...what happens is that they torture people to the point where they either die...innocent people...or to the point where they create Multiple Personality Disorder now known as Dissociative Identity Disorder so they can create these Multiple Personalities of theirs and all give them Key Words and Triggers to Trigger these Personalities to kill people whenever they want to. MKultra was made specifically to create Super Assassins to kill innocent people...Political People...Famous people etc. the illuminati i.e. U.S. Government didn't like.
The U.S. Admits to doing all of this too...but the only thing they cover up and lie about is the fact this Program was shut down in the 1970s when it still happens till this day and there is a lot of proof out there too.
The Two Most Dominant Mind Control Programs that the Government Invented that are still in use today are Project Monarch and Project MKulra. Project Monarch is mostly used for Sex Slaves etc.
Michael Jackson was a Victim of Monarch...and he was murdered because he was against the illuminati to the point where he finally couldn't take it anymore. He and all of his siblings were sexually abused by their father Joe Jackson so yeah that son of a bitch is evil.
All the shit about Michael Molesting those kids was a set up...none of it was true and that only came out after he made this total anti-illuminati song called ''They Don't Care About Us.''
Michael was injected with Vitiligo by the CIA and that is the only reason he turned white...although all of the plastic surgery he did did make him look like a creepy old women.
For instance with Monarch...the most it is used is in Disney...and the original Fantasia Film as explained by Fritz Springmeier has been used countless times in torturing sessions and probably still is used till this day for the same thing.
Walt Disney himself was a Pedophile and a Racist....underneath I think Magic Mountain or whatever they call that place at some Disney Park...there are still people till this day under there being tortured and having mind control experiments done on them. They even did a joke on it once on Robot Chicken which is a show I hate but sometimes the Truth comes out and on one of their skits it did.
As for most all Disney Actors and Actresses...they are 100% under Monarch Mind Control...Butterflies...Disney Films..even most fantasy films are used in Mind Control Sessions with people such as Selena Gomez...Demi Lovato...etc.
Remember all of those photos that leaked of Demi Lovato cutting herself? We like to call it Self Destruct Programming in the Truth Telling Movement.
I am disgusted and angry for the things this Government has done to its own people and that is why I am 100% against it but I am 100% for the Constitution although our founding fathers...well lets just say I have a few things to say about them.
Ever heard of the Knight's Templar/Freemasons? Well they are apart of the illuminati....and our founding fathers created Freemasonry.
It was not too long back that there was a story on the news...regular news...that they found Hundreds of dead children in Benjamin Franklin's House...and this is not a mere joke.
Both of my Grand Fathers and Great Grand Fathers were 33rd Degree Freemasons and the Organization is just straight up evil. They Sacrifice ritually and murder many children...and this s no myth....this exists still till this day. When you reach the 33rd Degree of Freemasonry you are forced to either piss, shit or cum on any religious scripture of any religion you are apart of....for Sikhs its the Guru Grant...for Christians or Catholics its the Bible...for Muslims its...well you get the point.
Ever heard of Skull and Bones? They even made a film about it...they still exist till this day....and George Bush Junior was and still is apart of this Organization. They are Satanic and evil...just like Freemasonry.
As for Frats at Colleges and such...they are 100% Freemasonic on top of all of the fucked up hazing incidents that go on killing people.
Here where I live in Chimayo New Mexico...there are Satanic Gangs...an Adobe Building Teacher of mine and my father's told us once about how when he was at a Funeral...there was one of these Gangs standing on a Pentagram calling up Demonic Entities with Hoods on chanting evil shit. Once I even found a Pentagram spray painted on the Wall of our Plaza here in Chimayo.
Every president you had ever known or heard of was and still is a Freemason.
JFK was Assassinated and Murdered by this Government because he exposed the CIA.
Bobby Kennedy was Assassinated by Sirhan Sirhan but also there was video of 3 CIA Agents who shot him additional times when Sirhan only shot him once. Sirhan Sirhan was one of the early subjects of Project MKultra and had no control over what he did because one of his Multiple Personalities did it and ultimately it was this Government who was Responsible.
Just like that Korean Kid who killed all of those people in the Virginia Tech Massacre....he was under MkUltra Mind Control.
Every thing you thought you knew was True isn't....and that was my rude awakening when I started reading books on this shit and talked with people who were apart of these programs in RL.
9/11, The Boston Bombing, Columbine, Virginia Tech and many more were all inside jobs by this government.
And yes I do feel for all the Victims of the Boston Bombing and 9/11 and I Agree with you that its not right for people to joke about it...but those two Russian Brothers didn't do it...go on Davidicke.com and you will see photos of Government Mercenaries who go by the name ''Black Water'' with the Punisher Symbols from the Comic Book Character on them while at the Boston Bombing...even all of the youngest brother of that Russian kid said he was a really nice guy and that he would never do such a thing and he didn't nor did his older brother and their mother said to the press how the CIA warned her years before how her two sons would be set up for this Bombing and they were...its all evil and its all police brutality...that younger brother and the older one were both innocent and set up like I said.
Just because you read about it or see it on the News doesn't make it factual...90% of the time the shit you see on the news are lies.
David Icke can be a nut case at times and some of the stuff he says isn't True but 90% of it is true trust me so check that guy out along with vigilantcitizen.com
There were many Films, Comic Books, TV Shows and Video Games that Warned about 9/11 years before it happened....check out 9/11 Hidden In Hollywood on Youtube...the evidence is all there.
It was scientifically and physically impossible for the Twin Towers to be blown up by a plane because 1. The Steel in those buildings were so strong they couldn't be taken down by a plane and 2. There were bombs planted in the Twin Towers before they went down and there were witnesses who all spoke out that were killed by our government because they heard the bombs going off when the Towers went down.
Check out also The Industry Exposed Series on Youtube.
In The Film ''The Long Kiss Goodnight'' which is completely based on MKultra Mind Control BTW...exposed and warned towards the end of the film that they would blow up the Twin Towers and Blame it on the Muslims...which is what they did...to create a war.
Wanna know why the Army is in Afghanistan? Because of Heroin thats why....its the Biggest Heroin Trade in the World...and they bring it over here to the U.S. to get people hooked and addicted.
The CIA also invented Crack and Cocaine...don't believe me do your Research.
The illuminati and all the Bankers and People who are Billionaires and Trllionaires in this world have an ultimate evil plan...and their plan is to create a World War 3...depopulate the human race to a certain amount of people...take away everyone's right and the Constitution and on top of that Create a New World Order A.K.A a One World Government...ever watched the Movie 1984 or read the book from Orson Welles? Well that is the illuminati's Wet Dream....and thats why he made the book and film to expose them.
You see even innocent things such as Spyro can be used for Mind Control although thank god I have heard nothing about Spyro being used for that but yes this is the Reality of the way the World Runs and what happens.
Ever look at the Dollar Bill? Under the Pyramid with the Eye it says in Latin ''New World Order.''
The Georgia Guidestones in many languages are entitled the ultimate fucked up plan for Domination and Destruction of this World from the illuminati.
But you know I'm not scared...cus there are thousands of people out there fighting these fuckers and exposing them and there are too many of us Truth Tellers out there....their plans for World Domination will not succeed cus there are too many people who will not take it.
I don't like to call myself or anyone who talks about this kind of stuff Conspiracy Theorists cus we aren't...that word is only used by the illuminati/media to make people with True Info Look Crazy when they aren't.
I'm not Indian either BTW...I'm 100% born American white boy....I do though have a Mix of Native American, Jewish, Welch, Scottish, Irish and Asian in my blood. I was originally born in Southern California but I'll tell you Cali is a hell of a lot less racist and corrupt then here in New Mexico.
You have no idea what kind of shit me and my dad had to go thru after 9/11 happened...Racist Hicks threatening to kill us and telling us to go back to Afghanistan...etc. etc. Thats why I am still a Sikh but refuse to wear a Turban and haven't since I was 13 cus of all of the shit I got from people. Last time I was at an amusement park when I was 13 while wearing a turban some kid flipped me off for no reason.
I'll tell you who is Crazy and the Biggest Disgrace to the Truth Telling Community tho and that is Radio Host Alex Jones...although a lot of what he says is True...he makes himself look nuts and everything he says look nuts and as if it doesn't exist when it does so I don't recommend him and his Fear Mongering Bullshit.
Check out the ''Conspiracy Files'' its a TV Show thats on Regular TV...I don't like the fact they call it Conspiracy Files but the Show exposes and tells people much of the same thing I am telling you here.
Most of all...don't get too caught up in the illuminati stuff...live your own life...do what you can to fight back and expose them but keep positive and have solutions because if I didn't say there were solutions to this shit I'd just be a Doomsday idiot but I'm not.
Actually no...you see my dad lived thru the 1980s and he is very old....he is almost 60 years old...and much of the things from the 1980s are still here now in the Modern Age...mostly the Ignorance of people indulging themselves in Violence, Drugs, Sex, Partying, Misogyny, War, Politics etc.
And yes all the Rape Jokes and shit....its not cool....I think once American Dad and Family Guy came in the whole country just got even more fucked up. Seth Macfarlane is a piece of shit no offense.
Being a female is I am sure the hardest dealing with people with these types of fucked up Mindsets so I do feel for you.
LOL yep I Agree 100% with you on the Politics...yeah really why can't we talk about happy things? xD
Thats good to hear that your friend is helping out Suicidal people thats always a good thing but yeah like you said besides that screw Omegle.
Haha Same here I'm more into the old games and stuff as well :P
Cyber goth genre? Never heard of it...what is it? I mostly listen to stuff like Phil Collins, Peter Gabriel, Genesis, Mat Kearney, Owl City, Michael Jackson, Yes, Billy Joel etc.
BTW sorry if this is information overload don't mean to depress the hell out of you.