@ Kaldur'sAquagirlHina Its a festival here called holi in a week. Celebrating it in college beforehand cause we have vacations after this. and how's life in general?
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@ XXXataktoulaXXX You'll be fine Maria, trust me. You made it this far without him, so you'll make it further as well. Just move on. Like I said, you deserve better. And all of this can only make you stronger. You've dealt with somuch shit without him, I don't think he deserves to be even part of your thoughts when he wasn't even there for you when you were at your worst. Remember that and move on. You'll be fine.
No, I'm never letting him talk to me again, because he will either want us to get back together again and he will do the same things again, or he won't want me and I will feel so awful that another depression may hit me like when we wroke up. When he broke up with me, it was the end of the world honestly I survived but something is still missing. One year and a month has passed since we broke up but I cant take even another step forward. All I ever wanted was him, gave him everything, he was everything.. I don't think anyone will ever put my pieces back together. If I can't do it but myself, no one will ever be able to do it.
@ XXXataktoulaXXX You're going good Maria (: You should ignore him. You deserve so much better. I think with time, you'll get over him too. Just stay strong. You'll be just fine! Has he told you why he did whatever he did though?
We've met a few times. One was at the supermarket, I was with my childhood friend after work. He smiled but I didn't get completely inside the supermarket and waited till he left while ignoring him. Another time I was going to the train station and when I turned right with my headphones and while on the facebook I almost bumpe into him, but when I saw him, I turned around and went the other way. Another time I saw him around midnight, I was riding a bike with one of my guy friends - we had went around for a drink and on our way back, we had to pass the street Dimitri lives. He sent me happy birthday but I replied saying, ''thanks! who's this?'' Because I was too angry with him over what he did and I still am because I didn't deserve it, though I remembered his number. And an unknown number sent me happy new years, but I didn't even question who it was or even replied back because I was low on money and I was sick in bed from 27 of December til 17th of January this year.
That ssounds like fun! ^^ I'ts ben pretty good. i wen to the doctors the other day for a check up and everything went pretty good. ^^