well, at least you are thinking about your future instead of throwing it all away like i almost did. and you are making a smart choice going to college. and I will admit also, I've met my best friends when I used too. But I bettered myself out of that. all it really takes is the right mindset and the support.
people who supply you drugs, aren't the best people for you. You have to think about what's good for [b] you[/b]. If you decide to stop taking drugs and she doesn't want to be your friend anymore, it's better for you. She would be one of those people who don't want what's best for you.
It took a lot of self evaluating. I need to think about where I wanted to go with my life and if it was really worth stoop doing that far. It also took help from my friends to help me get over what I was going through. You need your friends too.
oh wow, you've been through so much. I know what's it's like to fall under pressure, I'm not so innocent as well when it comes to drugs and alcohol. So trust me when I say that I've been there.
yea babe is alright i rly dnt go on here ever since i gt a purevolume account..yea i talked to her n shit n she came over we tried to talk shit out but she walked out on me so i was like w.e i guess its over but thn all of a sudden the nxt day i went to school n she was like o baby i love u so much u mean the world to me i was like yo if u dnt fuckin believe me n shit i dnt wnt u sayin tht shit to me...so she strtd cryin n i felt bad so i wnt up to her n hugged her n i was like im sry but u cnt sa tht shit to me if u dnt trust me n all.....so yea were not together ne more which its ok but i still talk to her n shit but thng arent the same like they used to be......sry for tht being so long but i just fuckin need to talk to someone bout all this shit im dealin w. but yea ill ttyl n o if u ver gt a txt from me sayin whos this or sumthing like tht i was from her she decded to go n look through my phone,........ill ttyl i still love u babe lol..
alright sooo....ive been goin with this grl for like 4 months or a lil less ...but ne way yea im w/ this grl k n i love her more thn ne thng n all of a sudden like a few days ago we were out side n i was huggin her n the i held her hands n strtd kissing her k n all of a sudden this other grl comes up to her n tells her tht im cheating on her which im rly not...soo after she heard tht i asked her wht was wrong n she strtd cryin n she finally told me tht someone told her i was cheatin on her which itsnt true...she told me n shit n i asked who told her n she didnt tell me soo i got a lil pissed off b/c i want oin to let someone lie like tht to her n shit...finally i gt home called her n she didnt answer. so like last monday she called me at fuckin 11 cryin nn wnted me to come over her house so i walkd over n we were talkin n shit n like i hugged her n i tried to kiss her n shit but she didnt let me b/c she doesnt no everythng thts goin on soo i fuckin dnt no wht to do right now ive been pissed off n shit..im still like around her n all buts its not the same like it was i just dnt no wht to do n i was just woundering if u new wht i should do or say to her............ill ttyl love u