Save My Soul / Comments

THANKS FOR READING MY NEW STORY.
why haven't you commented it then silly?!
oh so yeah...i'm frustratedly depressed and yeah the only food i've eatten is Tofutti ice cream and I've been eatting a pint every 4 days. yeah...
the hardest part of living is taking braths to stay right now.
i sound so stupid, but i can't drink. i can't smoke. i'm considering cutting but with all the promises i've made i know i can't do that so all i can do is cry and i'm running out of tears, its kind stupid and sad.
right now i sound monotone in my head typing this out to you because i have something to do instead of thinking about the things going on- so yeah.
i haven't even slept in 3 days.

-giggles then faints from lack of oxygen-
































BOOO! Scared ya!

=)

-ranodmly dances-

maybe speak to you later sugar!!!

-hugs then runs off in circles round room-

x.X.x.o.O.o

Hey sugar.

I've missed talking to you these last few days. I can hopefully stay online later tonight after I've watched some fire woks. I love those brightly coloured things. XD

So yeah I'll try talk to you later.

ily

o.O.o.x.X.x.

No, it's not me not wanting to talk to you.
I'm going through a lot of shit that I can't explain to anybody.
I actually just got onto Mibba today just to post a chapter...then I was reading some things in my inbox that I should've deleted a long time ago.
-frigga.

I'm back a day early but guess who's having a nap.

There was two good things that happened, I bought a camera and I fell over 'cause the wind was so fucking strong (up to 50mph!).

I missed you!!!!!

o.O.o.x.X.x.

I'm fine. I just have wayyyyy to much school work to barley get online.
Also, my grades aren't the best by the report card, which the end date was today, and my parents don't care that I was gone- they still want above C's.
So...I'm a bit screwed.
I'm also on the depressed side right now. It'll take hours to tell you about honestly. I'm at home today though because I had to go to the hospital for them to do my blood work that was soooo extensive that they told me i COULDN'T go to school due to how much they took out. (Another story)
I don't get on AIM because it's probably to much of a hassel for me and brings up way to many memmories.
I hope everything is going well with you.
-frigga.

Hey. I miss you to and I'm really sorry I forgot to tell you that I'm not going to be here till the (probably) the 27th. Sorry. I can't believe I forgot to tell you, I thought that I'd get a chance to talk to you before I went away but it turns out my parents want to leave earlier.

I'm really fucking sorry.

I love you too.

x.X.x.o.O.o.
-kisses-
Janna

Hey...
I'm uh home now. It's....Oct. 12, 2008. If you need the date today.
I go back to school IMMEDIATELY....parents orders. and HEY my dads in ohio already for a contract...haha a little surprise for me!!!!!!!
It sucks coming back from paradise though...I have reality to face. Megan stil doesn't love me. I'm single. I'm SOOOO fucking confused. Ellen now has this beautiful girlfriend WHICH I met today...go figure. I have soooo much schoolwork to catch up on. My mom wants my blood work immediately done soooooonnnnn.
Alll this shit is so ASAP it's....catastropic. I got to type down a lot of what I wrote, so that's good. Florida is hot as hell and I'm pissed because it makes me miss the cooler climate.
But we all need to indulge in the worst times...and that's what I did- I guess?
-frigga.

Sorry in Canada- somewhere in Quebec. SO FUCKING PRETTY! It's like fall and it's gorgeous and so whimsical and the weather is perfect. I don't know when I'm coming home yet though...It's hard for us to get internet, so I'm at a library right now.
Talk to you later.

Thanks for your comments and your concern.
I'm not going to give up on Mibba but I would like to try LiveJournal.
I'm going to try to figure it out but if I totally can't get it, I'll ask you.
:tehe:

Wooo. That sounds awesomely amazing.

Kinkier thoughts are always better than just plain old kinky thoughts.

-hugs you back tighter-

Love you less than very few things. (only about 3 things, possibly less)

xoxox

True. Well I'll change it so there is only snuggling in the bed and if you want I can be inbetween you and everyone else. (and I don't mean it in a kinky way and only if you want me to be there)

Woooo! Waycest seriously kicks ass. Anythings ass -kinky thoughts-

Thank you. -smells you- You smell better.

Love you more than skittles and sugar put together!

xox

And oh the dreams are so good. -wiggles eyebrows-

Same. I don't know why I didn't remember that before I listened to them again.

Wooooo! That sounds amazing! Especially the bed part. -thinks kinky stuff-

Haha. English accents are funny. My friend used to speak a little like that but she's lived in Scotland for so long she kind of lost the accent.

-kisses your cheek back-

Love you more than chocolate. XD

x

Why did someone tell me to listen to slipnot? now my brain hurts. Oh well. I know how to fix that!

WAYCEST!

Double good, I'm glader that you know I love you, that's an important thing for you to know.

-joins in humming with you-

-snuggles back-

Things are getting slightly better so I guess your hoping worked.

I know. I love you too.

Awe that's so sweet. -strokes your hair as you sleep-



I'm always here for you to if you ever want to talk or anything.

xox. <3

shit could my comments be anymore longer?

Hey, don't really know where we are really anymore. It's kinda like Jeepers Creepers senario...literally. I'm surrounded but what looks like corn field? We are headed for Seattle but idk if you're supposed to see cornfields? Idk, it's dark, I'm listening to Bright Eyes, I've been sleepin all day and I'm dead hungry.
I'm to the point now that my body is sleeping to make up for me not eatting, and I'm either not eatting because I'm afraid of eatting to much, or we don't have money (and rarely do we not have money) my own stupidity now.
I got your message- gotta reply to that, and I did get your number, and I still had it, just had to find a place to get minutes from and when I did it was too late to call you because we just go them from this BP about an hour and a half back. I'm even surprised I'm getting fucking signal!
Talked agian to my mom...she and my sister are in Louisianna- one of my grandmas died. [b]just to add on the everything that's fucking going on right?![/b]
Then, my dad is going away agian...I guess that's good and bad. He's going up the Cleveland for a month, then having an at home contract all with the SAME company that he fuckign quit for! then After he comes back form that he's going to Jacksonville for a 3 month contract, and might get a job with the state in Tallahasee. Then...when I come home they are thinking about going to Germany for their 20th anniversary- [b]so[/b] we might do that for my birthday/ their anniversary present.
Alll furture plans...but the good thing about my dad leaving is less stress on my mom and sister, and I might get a car when he comes back from Ohio, then also...the bad is that my mom might pressure him into talking him into making me come home because of her being lonely- [i]never[/i] good at all.
-A-HDAB

Never. -shifty eyes-

Sorry I had to go so quick this morning (well morning for me).

I'll try speak to you later or tomorrow.

ily

Hey,
I'm sorry i couldn't send this to you sooner.
College is a bitch.
I'm really sorry to hear that you going to leave Mibba.
You are,s eriously, one of the best authors on here.
You were one of the authors that i would get really excited over if i see and update notification.
So sorry this is late.