Actually I'm happy. Really happy. Because I don't know what I'd do if I was pregnant due to rape. I'm pretty sure I would've loved the baby but I couldn't handle looking at his or her face daily knowing that her/his dad did this.
Also I'm 18 with no job so it wouldn't have been fair to the baby.....
I wanna get pregnant some day but I want it to be with my husband, someone I love.