wow.
Im glade your friends told someone about you....
it would have been horrible if you got really really sick
its good that you went there and got help.
im reading this book called skinny, and this girl was battling with anorexia and she had to go to all these meetings andf it really helped
yeah, i havent really done anything like super bad yet,
well exept that i havent eaten anything all day
and im super close to my mom, like i tell her everything because we have been through so much together, but idk. i just dont want her to worry, so im not going to tell her
so i have thought about seeing someone to maybe talk me out of it
and ja!
you did help. Its good to talk to someone who whent throgh something like this
i know shes worried and i cried for like the whole night because of what i was doing to her
i really dont want to worry her, because then i just get sad sad depressed because i know im hurting her and shes always thinking about me and wants me to stop
and i have thoought about being bulimic, and i almost made myself do it, but kayla talked me out of it
but i want to loose weight and i tried not eating as much as i normally do or just eating heathier, or working out more, but it never works
so i thought that this is my only choice now
thats horrible. im so sorry. im glad your friends told someone
and well, thats like basically what im going through
i have a tred mill in my room and i exersize for like the whole day
but i would eat alot
so i just go so mad that i was eating and would go upstairs and stay up there untill in thought it was enough
my mom has to tell me to stop and soemtimes i whent all night just working out
but i lost weight
then i got super weak and slept all day
so i stopped for a while aqnd whent back up to 120 again
so ja i got really mad, and thats why i decided i was going to starve myself
Okie dokie!
I hate homework.
It's not fun.
Only lame people who think you have nothing better to do with your life give you homework.
And you know who that would be?
TEACHERS! Lol.
I'm at my mom's house on the new computer which works AMAZINGLY by the way, lol, and I was too lay to install AIM. Plus, I haven't been on much today anyways.
I was doing HW for most of the night, then I talked to my friend on the phone for a bit.
I'm gonna install AIM later though. =]
Why thank you. =]
I had a very good day off. I went to the mall and got a ton of new clothes and I got my hair cut. (It's a little too short for my liking. It was like chest lengh and now its shoulder length...lol)
Im glade your friends told someone about you....
it would have been horrible if you got really really sick
its good that you went there and got help.
im reading this book called skinny, and this girl was battling with anorexia and she had to go to all these meetings andf it really helped