lol. you don't like going to the mall? or is it bleh cuz it was like any other day? haha. well, i'm feeling a lot better. i'm coping with my aunt's death, i'm getting out of the hospital in 2 and 1/2 weeks, and i'm trying to get my boyfriend to stop being mad at me for whatever reason. lol. but i'm just on a high right now, and i have no clue why. but i want everything to stay this way! :) how're you?
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333333333333333
no, i didn't have anything planned, and today was just like any other day really. except the hospital was decorated and the nurses passed out some chocolate and candy heart things. and my boyfriend came, but we didn't do anything but talk. it was weird. how bout you? did you do anything today? with your boyfriend? ;) lol
i'm sure you have plenty of friends! who wouldn't want to be friends with you? you're amazing!!! but trust me, turning 16 is pretty big! lol. tomorrow is valentines day!!! <3
YAY! sweet 16!!! it's a lot of fun turning 16! you get to drive, party, and do a whole bunch of stuff that you couldn't do when you're 15! acutally, that's a lie. the only the that you can do that you couldn't, is drive! haha. but it's fun to have a sweet 16 party! are you going to have one?
well, we were doing really good until the whole thing with my aunt. but i guess it's my fault really. i just haven't been able to focus on anything that people are talking to me about, so he'd get mad at me for "not listening" even tho i try my hardest to. i guess it's just a really stressful time. but i'm sure we'll get better after things have started to clear up. how're you and your bf?
thanks. :) i'm starting to get a little better, but it's still hard. but i'll find a way out of this whole thing. thanks for being by my side through it all. ^_^ lol. my heart is always with you! <3 how're you?
haha. thanks. i don't know why, but this week has just been horrible. yesterday my aunt that i was super close to died in a car accident. i didn't know what to do or how to cope with it. so i didn't talk to anybody yesterday. but i'm trying to cope with the whole thing better now. i just wish that she didn't die yesterday, cuz that was the day that she was supposed to visit me. but i'll figure out what to do. it's just hard right now. how're you? btw, i like your new icon and pictures!
thanks! yeah, it was pretty scary. i thought that i was just sleeping and had just woken up after the surgery, but apparently i had been out for four days! i felt bad for my bf's mom and him and his family. i've put them through way too much.
haha. well, ur ex is cute! so u have good taste! ;) lol. but u should put up a picture of you and ur current bf!!! i'm sure he's cute or even cuter!!! =P anyways, how're you today?
awh! thanks sooo much! it doesn't sound weird at all! i care a lot about u 2! just by talking to you, i know that you're amazing and really nice! so i would cry if you were sick! but i understand loud and clear! i get out of the hospital after 1 more chemo and 1 more surgery! the surgery is in 5 days, and the chemo is in 2 weeks. i get out in a month tho! :) so how've you been?