I miss posting stories on here. It's been so long. I haven't written anything either. :(I just don't have time anymore.Since when do they tell me how long my journal entry has to be?! That's absurd. What if I only have a short entry? I guess the short entry doesn't matter...well to me it does. I wouldn't try to post it otherwise.Has it really been that long since I've gotten on this site? I wsh I...

crap.people only pretend to like me.I'll never get to where I want to be.I'll be stuck in Louisiana forever.I'll never be whole.sleeping.I'll be searching for something for the rest of my life.things will never be the same.I'll never get you.an idiot.dying my hair.skipping class.going shopping.shooting something.seeing him.I'm losing.I'll never get a grip on reality.I'm lost

Life is weird.very weird.I like somebody that I was never really supposed to like. And he knows. Well they all know.And I feel like a loser. I don't know why I like him either. Jesus.I thought that I was over him.*sigh*