Well, everything has changed since my last journal. I barely talk to that other guy but now I am in love with another. I've been with him over a year and now we are engaged. I'm so EXCITED!!!!! We are getting married either october or november of next year after I finish my final year at bevil. He is everything I've ever wanted and more. I could go on and on but anyway... School is okay just...

I'm not big on writing stories here because for one I spell things differently and I can't spell them here without it being a federal law so go to my Buzznet account and read them there. Don't read the one called Desirable (It sucks) but Redemption of the Afterlife is really good (I'm reading through that now)and I'm going to start some others on there that are hopefully even better than those....

Well, things have been going and should i say depressingly? Well in the span of my previous journal to this point I am at now, a lot has happened. I've have seemed to have uncontrolably lost two friends, made another, got one of those of which I lost back on the border line and now the other that I have lost, I'm am in the process of texting; catching up on times lost. Then again, a friend of myne...

Basically thats what I'm doing now. After this little dispute with two of my friends, I've droped them. One sayd he was my bff and for weeks at a time he would ignore me and when /i really needed him he was never there so now, I'm not there. The other guy was an ex of myne and we remained friends and he remained in love with me. Well he found someone else and was talking to her. He ignored me and...

Lately, everything has been going to hell. I'm having mood swings, (no not pregnant), I'm losing friends, and I'm just fed up with it all. I need someones opinion: I have this friend, I won't mention names but I made friends with him at the beginning at college in the fall and we became really close. I came to like him and even told him that I had feelings for him and he was ok with it and later I...