Hmmm......Fresno. Interesting.....Does the group home have a name???
Thats okay. They're about random stuff. Romance mostly. Vampires, werewolves., I guess. That one I was writing in my notebook that you used to read is up here. Just the first chapter. Its called Lets Break All The Rules And Fall In Love. One day I actually thought of writing a story about our experiences together.
SARA.
drugs are bad!
Haha.
It's a long story.
I seem to be gravitating towards druggies, nowadays.
But at least you're doing better now, eh? :]
Oh.
I had a boyfriend.
June 27, 2009 [ironic, I know; a year and a half. I know].
But...shit got crazy.
And now it's just...friends. For now.
I'm still in love with him, and he, for some reason, still is in love with me.
Just he can't devote enough time to the relationship right now.
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Why didn't you tell me all this?
I'm not Ajee's friend....shes so...just ugh. I hate this Sarah! Really I do. Sure Its my fault.
And Cancer?!? How? When? This is all so much. I wish you were here. And I don't have a best friend besides you. I have no friends that really treat me like it. I am so just....in shock. I don't know what to do anymore. ITs all so crazy right now.
I miss you so much. And I would never replace you! You should know that by now. The other night I cried myself to sleep because I missed you so much.
I hate to say this but...Ajee is a bitch. and yeah thats harsh but its the truth. Shes not a friend. Se doesn't you. And neither do I if thats the way you look at things. I feel guilty as all hell. And all this is my fault.