my sister and her baby are staying here again and she thinks she runs all the shit over here. soo i'm pretty pissed off at her ALOT.
mom gets mad at me for writing on my arms...she probably thinks i'm gonna cut myself or something....she said, "Stop doing that! It makes you look like a child! Stop disrespecting yourself!" (i just write lyrics on them. no big deal)
the shit i wrote actually RELATED to my situation.
i wrote "I am alone in this bed, house, and head.", "She never fixes this.", "Start talking a sensationalist." and "You're a regular decorated emergency." so it DOES make sense in my mind.
dad.....he doesn't hit me or anything..he just verbally abuses me all the time...he probably thinks i should act stornger and not cry, but i do anyways.
i cried today cause mom said all that shit earlier...i cried because she said 'i know everyone goes off and does their own thing and you're all alone.'
ot was like she can't do anything about it...she CAN she just won't.
true. i AM always alone....it doesn't bother me..it's just all this shit here is getting me depressed...terribly.
thanks for listening. i don't love you like J does...but you know what i mean. :)
i do, alot. i need best friends that i can talk to and they actually CARE.
Do you even remember me? lol