Gosh, I know what you mean. My classes are straight-up slaying me right now. I've been going hardcore for the past month or so with almost no time to myself. So ready for thanksgiving break XD
That's fantastic! Congrats! What about the old ones? How are they?
That's good. That's what freshman year's all about. Hope things continue to go well!
I'm double majoring now, because I have too many free credits. Even after that, I have 12 free credits, and I'm exempt from classes, but they won't give me the credits for them. RIDICULOUS. Also, I'm sick. Life has me by the balls :(
Are you dorming? If you are, how's the roommate and your floormates? Are you excited for Thanksgiving?
Aw girl I feel you. That was me last week and I only went in on friday haha. Shit creeps up on you, I swear. I've got so many papers and tests they keep throwing at me. But hey, thanksgiving is coming up. Do you have any time off? I don't, just a friday. I don't have classes normally on thursdays so yeah its a waste. but then like two week and some odd days after that the semester's over.
IIII HATE THAT - the whole... middle part for stories. That or like, I have this idea that I think is great and it does have a middle part to it, but then if I write it just like that, it jumps around way too much and I feel like I HAVE to have something else in between - not so much a filler but you know, not so much time skipping either. And ugh, I hate that. Good ideas always come when you CAN'T write it down. In class during lecture (hey, when you're trying to take notes and pay attention and pass, you can't write it down), when you're out, when you're with people, right before you fall asleep... it's horrible. Haha I've been good on finishing stories though. Well... really old stories of when I first started writing because... that was in middle/high school when I had all the time in the world to write.
Ever read back on your n00b stuff and get totally embarrassed? Yeah, I don't like to talk about them much HAHA. Such... bad stories. It's a no wonder how I managed to finish them and write them quickly. Now that I want more content and something deeper in my stories... takes a while to write. Fuck being OCD and a perfectionist when it comes to these things haha. /rant.
Fuck college. Fuck work. I just wanna stay home, play video games, write, read, go to shows.
And somehow magically have an income for it all without working. :D
But, ugh, I feel ya gurl. I feeeeel ya. I really want to write right now because I actually have like, the chapter(s) in my head. Just... not physically written down. But no. I ended up working later than usual today (which, don't get me wrong, is a good thing since I got my hours cut) but I've got an exam tomorrow, a take-home quiz due, homework due and just kjadhg. Hate it when the world's just against you. Plus I've got a headache? It's gonna be a lonnnng night...
its not even that its hard. we have to read hamlet. and i'm all like "god damn Shakespeare. i can't understand him" and i've done none of my informal writings.
I get like this a lot but I'm too poor to get help. It's really whatever.
And I'm glad you like school! I hate it. but again. i go to community college and its easy as fuck. but this whole funk i'm in is killing me in english.
i'm good, you know, besides having the worst mood swings ever heard of... idk what's wrong with me. i'm just not nice anymore. but eh i'll live. it'll all blow over and i'll be fine again for a few months.