um
bad horrible
this girl was liek bitching att me for walking away from her
but i dont want to put up with this drama, its just imaturity most of it
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mehh
how r u?
and new camera:O
wat kind?
Yeah, but if I was, I was only pregnant for less than a month..
And I don't know when the umbilical cord grows and stuff.
(I never cared to learn that stuff, because I wasn't interested in having children [I'm still not])
Anyway, yeah...
It really fucks you up, dude.
Like... *shudders*
This last period (That ended today, thank god) like... was so weird.
He doesn't have any minutes on his phone, I guess. Which is true, I checked when he randomly showed up at my house Friday night at quarter to 11.
I decided to tell him that I was having a miscarriage.
I fully intended to go the length of it and not tell him, but then I realized that I was being a real bitch to him...
So I told him. He showed up at my house and like...
I tackled him -he almost fell off the porch. And like... he held me, we danced on the porch until I decided that I was too cold.
So we sat in his car until he had to leave and we just cuddled.
And for the first time ever, he said that he loved me.
So that makes up for what he did Thursday. Because after that, I really just don't care.