XScarletxTearsX / Comments

My first love´s name was Logan, and he was the first who broke my heart...
He was my 3rd bf, and he was such a weirdo... -smiles-... He would, in the middle of our HS hallway scream I love you or Hello or just ITS FUCKING RAINING TODAY!!! We use to fight A LOT... We had a computer related class and the teacher assigned us desks one person apart. -smiles- we through things at each other, papers, erasers. even a pencil once... He hurt me and he got really worried, that was so cute his worry face...
After that he was kind of different towards me, we would talk like normal people... and we went, a few friends and us, to the movies... We sat by, not on purpose!... The last samurai, I used to think Tom Cruise was SO hot, and he was! and well in the middle of the movie he screamed WHAT ABOUT BOB, I THOUGHT HE MEANT SOMETHING TO YOU!!! and he took my hand and dragged me out of the movies... He went and got u, me and him, a ticket for another movie and well one thing led to the other...

I guess its true what they say youll always love your first love, because in away even do its been 3 years, 2 seens I see him, and 4 relashionshios in the way... I still care about him... some might even say I still love him. but its just like you said a what if that will remain untouched... -wow- talking about vents... Its good to remember....

do NOT worry about it -smiles- thats why we are all here isnt it... to help... at least thats what I think life is for...
wow... we are alike... I have to say this:

You and only YOU can decided whether you take him back, whether you feel its worth it.
I mean, if is just a what if,... dont because things cant be the way they were before... they can only progress or improve, but if yo
u expect them to be like they were then it will all be doom from the start.
You need to find closure or start it all over again, trust me, I did and after that It was better, I didnt compare every guy to him or think what if...

no problem! =]]
so how are you hun?
xxbritt

Yes... it does, and for that I am grateful...
I have had my heart broken a few times now... I lasted one year and six month to seriously date someone again...
I felt I could trust him because I had known him for two years before we were officialy a couple... It took a lot of my strenght and selfcontrol and love to push him away and not take him back like an idiot would have... Oh look at me dumping my love problems on you... Im sorry, you probably dont want to hear this sorts of thing.. probably got a lovething of your own to worry about...

-smile- you think so? because I just dont know anymore...
I bow to take a break on guys since THE incedent... He´s name was Miguel.. was as an I havent hear from him on a sober state or since april... -sighs-
THOSE ARE SUCH BEUTIFUL words... and SO true btw...

oops, looks like I made a mistake SORRY, that was meant for someone else! but you can comment me about it too. -smiles-

Charcoal? uhm I dont know I guess thats the name... -smiles-
Yes I used to be a poet... now I dont write them as much... I like to read them do... a lot...

No, I dont like him, I just like to see him.... Hes so HOT!!! Hes tall, and has long hair but not too long, hes scruffy (as an facial hair) and he knows hes hot, why is such a turn on :D he is HILARIOUS, he does the most funny impersonations, well not funnier then antonios but funny!!... Hes 20 and he is on 3 semester of the same career I am... Hes name is Isaac, but hes NOT the one I like... -blushes-

I love oils (is that the english name) you know the canvases one... but I love pastels, watercolors and carboncillo (thats the black thingy spanish`s name)...
I love to paint and blend colors is my favorite part... -smiles-, but yeah admiring other peoples work is good!!

youare a poet?

lol. Mwahahahaha, I'm skipping school today >:D

Hehe I'll come with you :D
They'd better do it right *narrows eyes* or else i'll.... provoke the Volturi and blame them :D

wow your really prittyyy... and a really good drawer.... *jealousy* xp
xx britt

I do too... I like to imagine what the artist was thinking and what he/she was going through that made him/her choose to that piece of art...

so what do you like to paint? and what do you usually use?

Im good as well...

smiles I like to think it does heal...
Well I think its not good but if you differ -smiles- (I do that a lot dont I?)
sure... I guess I could take pictures...
I love to draw landscapes, and I used to draw vases when I begun they were easy... but I love to draw... more than painting, but I love to blend the colors so its a tough choice...

Hey scarlet, how are you?

I took your advice and painted again... It felt AMAZING... smiles- I still suck but it makes me happy

Ill call you Scarlett:]
And its five days for mee. I can't wait.
I have to wait two more years to grad=/ its going by so slowww.
It sucks lol.

Awww, that sucks. But, I guess you can proudly say that nothing can get any worse. *knock on wood*

yeah!
Don't even wanna think bout if that happens >_<

haha, yea. although i used facebook not myspace. this is NOT good. i shouldbe studying, i got a stupid chem test tomorrow =(

Wow, that must suck! I love the cold but I am actually glad that is it getting warmer here XD

Jeez, that's just luck right there >.<