It doesn't hurt much.
I've thought that I lost her more times than I can count.
I can't possibly shed any more tears for this girl.
I'm standing by her...but that only lasts as long as she wants me there.
She's really mad at me, and I think I might lose her.
But I also think that I've reached a point where it doesn't matter any more.
Like I said, I can't shed any more tears for her.
Nah, I won't leave. I love being here. This is much better than dealing with real life...besides, it feels good to talk about it.
I want to get away from all this drama.
I know that I can get through this.
I'm a strong person.
I'm just not sure if I'll make it through with all my friendships intact.
I have a feeling I'll lose one...for real this time.
Well, I don't know whats up with me lately.
I can't write anymore.
Whatever I had before, I lost it.
I can still work on my stories, but I get writers block really easily.
And my poems...nothings coming to me.
Lots of things have happened lately that are the sorts of things I normally write about, but......I got nothing.
Things are normally messed up here, as well.
Every day is boring as hell, unless I'm with my friends.
Family bugs me and I'd rather they left me alone, forgot that I existed except for simple things like dinner and a ride to school.
I write to make myself feel better.
Writing does so many things for me.
It relieves tension,
it allows me to be whoever I want, to surround myself with the sort of people that I want to be with.
~mommy
I have a feeling I'll need it.
He hasn't been on lately, so I guess thats working for me.
But I miss him so much.