Scarecrow Angel / Comments

where oh where did you get your layout?

Its true. It's all confusing. I'm tryng, just doesn't work

Well thanks.
Yeah, I'm doing okay. I'm having pretty bad nightmares about the viewing lately, though :/

I suppose it's nice though.
the other parts of the country being a little behind in technology and standards times.
Then no one would be the the very first to achive anything.

This little 12 year old at my church scored the highest on the FCAT out of all the kids in the state of Florida who have to take that test.
Isn't that neat?

Oh hell yeah. Never have I appriciated geography as much as now after reading "At the Mountains of Madness". But, I loved geography to begin with, so now I'm crazy. XD

I looked up the plushies, and I want one now. X3 So cute...

oh yeah.
my cousin kept spiting spitballs at me one time, I had to hide behind a car to get away from him -.-

Seriously, you are god. -bows-

I guess I grew attached and dependant. Idk. Im proud for not talking to him, yet its not how I want it to be, but at least he gets what he wants

thanks for reading &
commenting my journal

You should throw spitballs at them :|
haha. Maybe then they'll quit looking at you.

Wow, you're good at this, lol. I guess it's an experience thing, sadly?
I think my friends are more blocking it out for my sake, though. Like talking about it might hurt me or something, when I feel I really should be, but I don't want to bring it up and seem like an attention whore :/
Anyway, I should get off...I'm getting kicked off, that means, lol.
This was cool, in a way, I hope to talk to you some other time,.

Really? I thought I was just being an idiot about it. Good to know I wasn't :arms:

Hey.
Thanks for commenting my journal...
Yeah...I've been taught to believe only the bad that people say.
No one can make me listen to anything different now.
I get angry...
But it just comes back at me.
Last time I got angry at him he hit me.
Not making that mistake again.
And yeah, I try to talk about it to people...
But I can't.
I dunno
It's just..Hard.
I see a counsellor, and I can't talk to her.
I can talk to my best friends Emery, Daniel and Zac, but that's about it.
I hate being me..
I just want to die...

And thanks...
xx

True...I don't really need comforting though, from anyone. I mean...I'm dealing with this on my own and expressing whatever I need to whenever I need to. Like...I'm not going to force emotions that aren't there, but at the same time, I'm not gonna bottle shit up.

Oh really? That's awesome then, I'll go read it.
I don't think my dad's passing has fully sunk in yet. I mean, I heard a car pull up in the drive before, and I put some shoes on, ready to go outside and greet him, before realising it was just one of my mum's friends :/

Wow, I'm sorry about your mother. -arms-

(About Hair: Haha, I knew I was missing something!)

You know, I don't really know how to reply to the rest of what you said. I could tell you what I usually tell my friends when they hit similar situations. That is to suck it up. If you aren't dead, than you're good to go. That sounds pretty harsh though, doesn't it? Oh well. That's the best I got. Sorry if it insults you or some shit.

thanks for the support this website is the best everyone is everyones friends

Hahaha, that sucks.

Good point.
So, how are you?