None taken.
You're just telling the truth.
lawl.
I'm thinking that he was in training last week
and now that he's done with that, he's got a completely different scheduel.
that or he just took a sick day today.
I'd doubt there's a way to talk to him again.
Idk his scheduel, so it'd be weird going there constantly.
So i guess I give up.
If I see him again, whatever happens, happens.
;/
I'm gonna cry.
:[
My aunt was a bitch today.
I just got home
and right before we get to the store
she's like
"can we go to the OTHER one?"
Just because she didn't want me to go see him.
she's like
"Oh, he's 18. what do you want with an 18 year old? That's jailbait, sweetheart. You shouldn't be after him, besides he has a girlfriend. He doesn't want you."
She seriously said that, and she 'conveniently' waited to say it when my mom wasn't in the car.
What a bitchhh.
She seriously said that I'm too young for him and he wouldn't want me anyways because he's 18 and i'm not. but here's the thing, she's married, and the same age difference between me and justin is the same one between her and my uncle.
fuckin' hypocrite.
ANYWAYS,
we get there, and three words.
He.
Wasn't.
There.
So I'm like gonna cry.
The only good thing that came from today
was the fact that I got an electric guitar
and got to actually strum a few times on Dimebag Darrel's actual guitar.
Oh and I ALMOST got a Shih Tzu/Jack Russell terrier 6 week old pure black puppy, but the shelter wasn't completely open. I got to see it but they said I had to come back at 12 to adopt.
but guess who ruined that? Auntie Teresa again :]
She's like
"Well, you can't come back because that's a waste of gas, and besides what do you want another dog for you already have 2 blah blah FUCKING BLAH BLAH" DJGKSGNLN BITCHHHH.
I leave in like 5 minutes man.
I'm getting massive butterfiles.
OH
and I KNOW I look good now
because I was standing outside talking to my friend
and a guy that I know/hate
who hates me
kept staring like
"dayyyum."
so yayyy.
i hope justin thinks so toooo.
:D
ahhh caity!
I'm going to the store Justin works at in an hour and a halffff.
I hope he's working todayy.
Every time I've seen him it's been around that time, and it's been a weekday.
sooo yay!
I look GOOOD, though.
not to be vain,
cause trust me, I have low self esteem.
lmfaooo.
I'm rambling because I'm nervous.
;x
UMM.
like I said, everytime I've seen him he would stare?
and act like he wanted to say something.
and follow me when I caled out to the car.
well this time I'm gonna go in, get a soda and then go back to the car
ALONE.
and MAYBE/HOPEFULLY
he'll finally talk to me.
because I hate making the first move :[
Lolz...=D
I've asked so many people this...(well really only like 2 lolz) but I’ve never understood what to do, BUT, do you know how to make your profile picture come up when you post a comment?
Does that make any sense????=s
=]
Oh. Well that's a little ironic, just waking up and being super tired. haha.
Well, nothing's really up. Well, except that I have some Science report thing to do, then a softball game tonight, tomorrow, and the next night. What a pain.