i dont know wat to write in chapter 5 of THE DAY AFTER MY SUICIDE. please help

wel its just another boring day in the life of me.... really bored. wen im bored i have time to think.... really dont like thinking :'( im still waitin for my jackson flying v. well might aswel type about my love for bullet....I LOVE BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE. THEIR MUSIC ROCKS! TO ME NOONE CAN SING LIKE MATT TUCK.... N NOONE CAN SCREAM LIKE JASON JAMES. MOST PEOPLE WOULD PROBABLY SAY TRIVIUM ARE...