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Thanks but the way it's looking now I might not go till next week :(

Awe nice I'm hoping my mom remembers to yak me for my l test today fingers crossed she does and I pass

Lol what's new darlin ?

not a hell of a lot lol

haha so now I'm not sure what to talk about

Very true!

Seriously! We're the shit.

commentd u back :D

Dude, our silly stuff gets intense though.

lol okies <3 <3

Thanks<33

I was thinking the same thing. xD

He is. He's perfect for me<3

Or nag more.

Bah. Me too. I can tell from our conversations today that we've both done a lot of growing up.

Ugh. He is. He like worries about me constantly, too, because he knows my problems. He's texted me at four in the morning when he got off work to tell me he loves me and to make sure I was okay.

I usually ignore her if it comes up.

I swear to god, you sounded so grown up just then.

Yes he is. Yes, he's smart. He's in college, I think. We don't have a lot in common, but opposites attract. He's 20. ;)

I do the same but she always manages to bring it up.

she'll never come to terms with it because I'll never be who she wants me to be

Thanks.

Uhh, yeah. I mean, we've been talking for months and then like, I guess we started liking each other and would end up singing that One Direction song to each other. I guess we sort of made it more official like three days ago...

Like going t church and completely ditching the two good friends I have. She's mental.

She doesn't get that though.

He lives in fucking Missouri though. Kayli and I are planning a trip to visit after I come back from NJ. Partially for Darren because we're dying to meet him. He's changed my life more than he'll ever know. And partially because I'm kinda sorta with John~

Thanks<3

Let's see... A few months back when i moved out she stole my car, ya know. So I've been looking into getting a newer one that's like under 3k. I asked her to help me and she absolutely refuses unless I move back in with her and start "doing good". But I can't go back there. That's where I was more depressed than ever and every day of my life wanted to die. I wouldn't eat and I'd sleep like all the time. I can't do it if I know it's bad for me, ya know?

I casually accidentally posted this to my profile...

Yay! Omg I forgot to ask do u have face time by chance? If not that's okk

That's horrible!!! I'm so sorry!! :(
I can tell you stuff that will make you feel better about your life.
Let's see.... I'm still stuck in NJ. I love it here, but it isn't home, ya know? And my depression came back because my friend told me his cancer is fatal and if he's lucky, he'll live till February. My entire family is worried about me because I've pretty much decided to stay in my room 97% of the time, even if they aren't home... Oh, and my mom's the biggest bitch ever but everyone knew that already...

Oh damn. What's happened, if you don't mind my asking.

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