We really just have a lot of boxes full of pictures. After the house fire, i thought we had lost them...but here we are, almost five years later...with all these boxes full of pictures.
Yeah, I spent the last fourteen years trying to please everyone else, and trying to be everything for everyone else. What kinda life is that?
Haha, I'm so bored. I need to update this story cuz it's my turn but I don't want to.
Haha google it. (Basically it's just this thing that you smoke out of...some of them look really cute, but forreal).
Yeah, I would still wanna be friends with her, but it just feels like I was lied to for a whole year, and now that I know the real, true her...I dunno. It's just not really something I'm chill with. And I just don't hang out with her much anymore because, first off, I'm busy. Second, all she wants to do is be on the computer and stuff...and it bugs me. I mean, we could at least talk or chill or something, but nah. I dunno, maybe I'm just a bitch.
Okay, so there's this girl I hung out with since last summer, her name's Tori. I thought she was really fun and cool, and she's uber sweet and stuff. And we were really close and all. And she told me about how she's had sex and stuff (she's almost 18) and all that, and I was like "yeah, okay" cuz almost none of my friends are virgins anyway. But I went camping with her and her friends over spring break, and they were sitting around smoking Essence and all that crap, and yeah I tried it but it's something that I dropped immediately. I quit smoking cigs after that too. And now she's just not the same person that she was before to me...cuz after you see someone high, your outlook just changes, ya know? Well, she invited me to her graduation and everything, and I went to her picnic before it. But, I was having my own emotional issues and so I wasn't a very good friend...then I was going to go to her graduation (which was on a Tuesday, mind you, at five o'clock) so there was no way I could get there anyway. Mom doesn't get home til six thirty. And plus, I was puking all over everything. So she got mad at me for that. But then, a few weeks later, she was like "Go to Hunstville with me and Montana" and I was like "okay sure". So we went and hung out and stuff, and I had fun...until she decided to buy a hookah and all sorts of crap. I don't like it when people smoke mind-altering stuff, k? So I haven't really talked to her much since then. But she texted me yesterday and was like "My birthday is Saturday. What're we gonna do?(:" and I was like "I'm gonna be outta town, remember?" and she's like "WHAT???" and I'm like "Yeah, I told you two weeks ago. I invited you, but you never gave me a response" and she was like "Yeah, cuz I gotta work and all that shit." And now she just texted me and was like "Do you hate me or something? Everything's different" and I'm sitting here thinking "Nah shit, everything's different."