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I think you're right. We just need to deal with it and move on, I think.

And even though, the problem is that we never really know anyone, which is why sometimes I think their reactions catch us off-guard. I mean, sometimes we think we know someone and they end up doing something completely out of our nature that takes us by surprise.

I totally know where you're coming from and it's true, y'know, cause if you can't write it properly, then think up a new plot. It wasn't blunt or rude or anything--it's true. There were lots of different beginnings I had in mind but starting like that wasn't one of them, I think. I hadn't planned on starting that way and I'm happy I didn't, because it really is kind of depressing to write. There is some serious pain behind it and I think that if people don't recognize that then they really shouldn't be writing it.

I don't even like the word mainstream though. I never really liked any of those things, haha.
OH
SNAP
kind of jelly right now.

MICKEY MOUSE CUPS AND TEASPOONS
lord
lord take the wheel i can't
oh my god
that's so cute. c:
THEY MAKE DISNEY PILLOW PETS?!
oh snap
well i have to get a job now i guess~~
BUY IT!
it'll be totally worth it. c:

That's how life is, I guess.

No, lol.

That's a really point. Reactions are up to interpretations, y'know, and everyone has different interpretations of how one should react to a certain event.

SARAH IS JUST TRIPPIN'.
ugh.

Oh, well, thank you. I try, and I think you're absolutely right. Cutting is kind of a norm here plot wise and it's kind of redundant if they don't know how to write it properly.

Oh, well that sounds interesting. Sometimes it just takes a while to get used to people's habits, but I don't blame you for going to your room. MTV's kind of lame. -.- DUDE THAT IS SO COOL OH MY GOD. c: I'm kind of a big disney fan, haha. DISNEY EVERYTHING? I approve. :')

Aw, thank you, haha. c:

Frankie'shaving a bit of a hard time, I'm afraid, with her mom and Zoe and everything else, I guess, and I think she does kind of overreact, but that's the beauty of it. We all overreact sometimes.

Ben's, uh...well, you'll see. It's not just jealousy though, I can tell you that.

Mixed messages are pretty much the bane of my existence, but they're kind of fun to write, hehe. Well, they'll talk about some things, haha. Next chapter's gonna be all dramatic-y and crazy. I'm excited. c:

SARAH IS FREAKING CRAZY OKAY
she's just all ~~omg i lub freddie even though he kind of not really hates me lol~~ and I don't really like her that much, but she provides some sort of mild entertainment for me when I write. I plan on writing more frankie and sarah stuff. It's gonna be fun.

Thank you! And I've tried hinting at it, subtly, but I didn't really come out and say it because that's kind of how I planned it, haha. It kind of [i]is[/i] the big problem. Well, the thesis is, but her cutting's like a close second.

Eh, they'll go.

Eventually. c:

Thanks again, lovey! How've you been? Settling in okay?

By the way! This is a bit irrelevant, but I heard this song, and it made me think of your story (as it is called "Compass" for one, but it also made me think of your last update). http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BZi3fIg50s I thought I'd share! :)

Hello there. It's been [i]quite[/i] a while since I commented on Beautiful Disaster, but this is my way of bringing to your attention that I am once again aware of this wonderful story of yours, and I'll be re-reading it all. All of it. It'll be quite a read too. Keep updating the third story and I shall get to it when I do, and leave a lengthy comment. Keep in touch!

That's true.

I'd like to be a writer, but I don't think I could make a profession out of it. Maybe I'll keep writing as a hobby. I don't really enjoy working with people or teams either, haha.

Ooh. Sounds small, no? I'm kind of used to living here though. I don't know. When I move out, I want to live somewhere...open. Not so much big, just...open.

Aw. :c

I can't really be inspirational, every attempt ends up looking corny and awkward so...yeah. I shy away from it. When I cry by myself, it's cool (well not so much cool as it is okay) because I don't have to explain anything to anyone. When I cry around others...eh.
It's weird.

I kind of want to work in a lab--I'm really good at science and I don't really have to deal with people all day. I'm kind of an introvert, haha.

Oh, that's awkward. I live with my family in this cramped little apartment and I hate it. But I guess a new house is kind of hard to get used to.

Awkward is my life, basically.

I try not to cry in front of people, but when I do, I just feel so embarrassed. If I cry by myself, it's different.

Nine to five, eh? Sounds boring. :/ Well, adventure and change are good for you and maybe it won't be that bad! Maybe you'll meet new people and you'll be able to branch out and do different things, huh?

Breaks are okay. I don't particularly enjoy my family members, but some family is better than none, right? Moments alone are the most peaceful, I think. Well, sometimes anyway.

I'm glad you are getting something out of them!

The story definitely deserves more! : )

There's nothing wrong with awkward. c:

I THOUGHT SO. Don't worry, I'm sure it won't be too suspenseful.
Or maybe it will, I don't know.

When I cry, I'm usually not around people, so...yeah. But when I am, it's just...awkward 'cause...it just is, I guess. I don't know.

Ooh, well that sounds kind of fun. Distraction's good. WHAT. :O Why?! It's Disney! Did you get to see Peter Pan? c: I'm sorry to hear you're scared, but change is good and maybe the change of scenery will give you other things to think about. Don't cry! It won't be that bad, will it? I haven't flown since I was in middle school, so I wouldn't know if anything's really changed. Hope you're okay. :')

As for me, I'm kind of just like, hanging out and writing a little everyday. I'm kind of on a break and I hope when I come back from it, everything will seem better and fresher and crisper and...yeah, it'll just be awesome. But besides that, I'm not up to much of anything. Guess I'm pretty boring, huh?

Am I? I haven't noticed, haha.

DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW?

I'll just give everything away if I tell you a little.

I don't know, I mean, when I get really frustrated, no one takes me seriously because I cry, and it's just embarrassing, so I usually try not to get frustrated. My life is just awkward, so...yeah.

What's new?

Aw, thank you! c:

Yeah, he's still her project, I'm afraid. I guess she kind of is.

You're actually kind of on the right track, but you're kind of missing something but I can't tell you because it's a spoiler~~ c:

I DON'T WANNA SEE IT HAPPEN EITHER. D: but I can't say much more 'cause it's gonna be another spoiler~

I'm on a roll, I know. She wants him but she's scared, and it's not like she shouldn't be, because this is what the past has taught her--be afraid, very afraid. If you love something, it leaves.
The point is to bring everyone to frustration tinged with angst. They're teenagers, this is what they do: FRUSTRATE THINGS.
Thanks for the comment, lovey!

Firstly, thank you on the layout..I'd like to take all the credit for it...but unfortunately I don't have the skills to be able to make that awesomeness lol.
Secondly, I absolutely adored your story and you're writing!
So thank you for writing it. :D

well, dear, i may be able to answer a few of your questions, depending on what you're curious to ask haha. thank you for commenting anyway, despite not wanting to haha!

Thanks so much! Glad you enjoy, because we both really love writing it :)

No worries, no offensewas taken. You basically summed up what was going on and what was supposed to be seen. Lena is pretty much drowning and Garrett is her ~raft (so to speak). I cant say much more without giving it away, but let's just day that with what I have planned (beyond home, in other stories as well), you'll understand the full spectrum of Garrett and lena and how their relationship progressed to Home and how it developed further after adam's death. There will be plenty of "out of the bed" chapters to come, no worries :)

Hi. c:
Thanks for the comment.
That's what they do--care and while acting horribly stubborn.
Eh.
Thank you, though. I think that she wasn't being so much childish as she's...reserved. Eh. Yeah, he is kind of a pest though, haha. c:

I thought it was carpal tunnel for a few months (I've been having issues since like June), but I'm thinking it's arthritis in my wrist or something now??? It gets worse in the cold and I can't grip things anymore :/
Aaahhhhhhhh Cassidy just needs to get her shit together and let Garrett love her, yup.

Yup, pretty much, haha. And i just got a new brace for my wrist that hopefully will help me out, but i'm planning on writing tons this break. (It's my goal to finish the next two chapters of Home by NYE).
AH GARRETT STORY GIMME, hahaha.
I'll see about posting Hell tomorrow night, when I'm home (and probably after my much-needed nap), because I'm really excited for the second half of this story and am probably more impatient than you guys to get it out :D

I know, I'm cruel. Especially since the only reason I'm even patient enough to wait that long is because I was working all day today and have to work from 6am-2:30pm tomorrow and by the time I get home, I'll have no energy to even my open my computer, let alone post. Hahahaaa. But I can tell you that, yup, the next chapter is done, and I spent my lunch/breaks writing the following chapter on scraps of paper, so there is some progress going.