July 26th, 2008 at 08:24am
i know! i need a job. i have like no money right now and i need to save up for merch for this show i'm going to in august. she gives me twenty bucks a week, but she's gonna cut it in half so half of it can go to paying for my gym membership. and i need to save for the damned show. and this week and next week are my friends birthdays meaning i have to get them gifts and shit and a costume for the damned theme parties they insist on having.
i do really need a job. i told myself i'd get one after the show, ahaha.
And thank you.
I don't feel obligated, it's just, writing takes my mind off everything.
I'm in my own world when I write, I control everything.
It's a good escape & i dislike the fact i haven't done it in a while.