never coming home / Comments

you know i hate mibba. i hate thinking about what was. i hate seeing comments hear and remembering when i wrote them. i really can't deal with change :L

is it stupid that i cry everytime i log into mibba? i know you'll never respond to this and that makes me cry.

i hate change. i can't deal with it helena. i can't deal with the fact that in 3 years ill be an adult. i can't deal with the fact that im going to lose so many people. i can't deal with the fact ill probably never talk to you again on mibba.

whats wrong with me?

i miss you.

purty much bored as always, havent wrote much, and i havent been on this site in a long while lol

im glad they are strong. they are meant to be. im glad you think so. i mentioned my sexual jokes heeh
go on chat its loads of fun.
xoxo. ily.

happy valentines day meyers!
hope you an oscar have a lovely day. have lots of fun. im sure by now with the egg and the lemon and what else you put on your face its going to look stunning :]
xoxox love you.

lol well i went on the computer til 6-30, then typed a chapter for one of my stories, then played left 4 dead 2 until i couldnt be bothered to even open my eyes, then had a shower then went to bed.
and then got woken up at 6-30 to go to mama's.
it was fun :D
xo

lol what did dasher say? anything worth documenting xD
yeah. sophie did tell me.
xo
awh Ronnie! lol how old did he turn? :]

hahahahahhaahaha. lol
did jed win? xD
xo okly, talk to you later. how is the cleaning going?
we're watching movies at the moment.
talk later about coming over and shit. :D omg, that beach idea is fucking cute!
i like it.
xo

lol that is true.
well all i need is money for the train, and then lol if dasher is there or something, then, lol, we dont need anything else. xD
awh. lol okly, talk to him tonight and then see what we can do. :]
i'm busy on saturday, but i think thats it. we dont think that we are going to the beach til after christmas. thank god. lol
xo

why do you guess you had a good time? lol wasnt it fun?
lol what does sublimely mean? ahha lol sorry.
yeah, i wouldnt mind going to the city, but like its really hot, and depends on what we will do there. or if we could get other people to come meet us. gah i dont know.
lol i dont think i could do any more movies at the moment. and i dont have any money. lol
anyway, i'll talk to you soon. probably not today, cos lucy is here and yeah. lol
xo have a fun day cleaning in the heat. xD

QUINN!
YOU WERN'T HOME :[
*tear*
awh well...........................................................................i'll just. imagine we are having a convosation on the phone, in the shower, under my house, in the hammock.
its not the same. :[
xo

HELENA!
how are you babe?
i'm going to call you because i havent spoken to you in ages.
pick up ok?
lol.
xoxoxo

hmmmm. lol
welll if you are on now, hello, if not, then hello for when you are reading this.
im not sure if im gonna be calling yet, i just have to talk to my mum about when we are going to the beach and if she will let me go out.
cos ive been out every day of the holidays so far. lol so she might wanna keep me at home.
xo

lol what is broken
anyway. i have to go again.
talk soon.
and how did johns lip go?
xo

im not sure about party.cos im gonna be away lots.
but yeah.
and i cant go to michaelas. lol
xo ttyl

lol city was great, we took some really cute area 58 photos :]
awhh. lol ill talk more to you later. cos liv is here and shit. and we're going for a swim. so i might call you sometime tomorrow, like before lunch, or just on msn first.
oh and dont update anymore, lol, til ive read it so you can get a comment on each chapter. lol :D
how was your day.
ohh and we have to talk to dasher about a party or meeting him in the city soonish :p
xo

btw yeah, you were right :]
i lovee my hair, it did turn out nice.
awh lol and i have to alter serve tonight x[

omg. i lovee it <3
awh. olivia is sleeping over again tonight, but shes going home early on the train tomorrow, so uhummm.. if you wanna call and talk to me or something.
awhh that would be fun! but im not sure if my mum will let me. but i would love to. only lol if its okay with you and her parents and shit. i mean like, i wasnt really invited so i dont like wanna crash or anything :]
xo talk to you soon.
lol and fuck i really have to read your story. and update mine. lol
xoxoxoox

OGMOGMOGOOGM! YAY
im gonna subscribe, i cant read it just yet, cos me and liv are going into the city.
but i will when i get home. :]
and thank you for you photo comment :]
xo

are you there?
why on MSN?
lol hair done :D
xo ill send you link to foto yeeah? cheah!