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Nice :D On both the writing thing and the boy! What band are you going to see! I'm excited for you.

Things are good. The girl I'm befriending who's dating my ex who I'm still totally in love with, doesnt feel like he really cares about her anymore :) I'm such an asshole, but I'm so fucking happy!

yeah, do any of your friends like good music yet? haha

Haha, I don't know about that. But I'll take the compliment :)

Do you mean writing songs or stories?

its a long story, its about a girl but things are good now so its all peachy

I've been trying to write more... I've written two things so far this year :s Alex kept track of how long it took me to write again.

Not all songs have to be deep :) so long as it means something to you, who's to say it isnt deep?

last few days were a bit crappy but im feeling better right now =)

You're welcome :) I watched a movie called The Secret last night, and I am so inspired now, haha.

Boring and wet :/ I was gonna do yard work today, but its too wet... and I still dont have a car, so I cant go anywhere. I'm feeling very trapped. But I'm gonna try and make the best of it and write.

If you really want it, it will happen. You just have to believe that it will... which sounds silly. But trust me, if you just think positivly and tell yourself that he will go out with you, then it will eventually happen. Just give it time :) and be persistant. If you start to worry that he doesnt like you, and likes that other girl, thats just gonna be counterproductive.

I'm trying to turn things around for myself by thinking positivly like this. And when I really thought of some of the things that have happened in my life, even recently, they were things that I asked for. And they may not have come to me in the way that I had hoped, but they did come.

XD thats funny

I cant say I've ever heard of a guy playing hard to get. But ignoring them is always the best way to fix that, haha. I did it to my ex, and he started talking to me in a couple days.

Have you tried maybe asking him out?

just play something good every time you see them and eventually they'll be like "you know this is pretty good" lol

Oh, he was definetly leading me on. I've made friends with his new "girlfriend" that he doesnt seem to like to call his girlfriend. He doesnt really want us to be friends, so I take it as an epic win for me. I get to piss him off, and I get a new friend.

That sucks =(, tell next time just tell your friends if they don't listen to the awesomeness of (zeppelin, rush, sabbath, ac/d, etc) they'll have a horrible day haha only joking. It depends on the shows sometimes if your alone its ok but other times it sucks. wow thats pretty creepy, I mean you are very pretty, but if they see someone old enough to their daughter/granddaughter thats just weird =x

I guess the one I considered a best friend just didnt want to be friends anymore. And the other one wanted to be my boyfriend or nothing, and I'm just dont think of him like that anymore I guess.

I hope so too, I'm okay though. I wish Tyler(the best friend) had just told me not to talk to him anymore when he broke up with me. I think it would have made it so much easier. Like, I still care about him and would love to be friends, but it just feels easier this time.

I guess I'm lucky I get to go to see all the classic rock/classic metal bands with my dad, and get to go see local shows and punk bands with my friends. That sucks though!!! your friends should learn some good music hahaha I've seen them a few times and they're always good =)

Hopefully things will look up for you soon :)

I'm okay... I'm dealing with being alone all the time better then I was before. I "lost" two friends this week though. Both ex's, but I considered one to be a best friend. But other then that I'm okay.

other than those im doing alright, just been really bored and fed up with the world (teenage angst and all that jazz)

hahahah i'm just sooo hardcore you know?

Thanks, I'm glad too.

I dont know if I ever told you before, but you're very pretty :) haha, that was a little creepy, sorry.

How are things with you?

yeah they said i had muscle spasms in my back and thats why its so sore