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Missing you :)

Thank you for the story comment. (:

Aw, thank you so much for the photo/story comment =]
Yes, the story is fiction, but...I want it to happen, obviously :p The person in the story IS actually me...I have a low sense of confidence, I guess. Haha. Thanks so much for that though ^_^

Thanks for the story comment...again :D

Thanks for the story comment :D I'm really sorry for the long weight.

I was going to tell you about it the next time you were on im.
I'll be ok.
They think they caught it early enough.
I'm just worried for the kids, they have to stay at my step dads for a little while and I'm having to cut the horses.
Apparently when I get these treatments I have to be in there for an entire week, twice a month.
Which sucks majorly for the kids and it means I'll probably never return to racing again
It doesn't seem right to me either
I was fine until a month or two ago when I got so tired I couldn't even get out of bed it was so bad. Bri had called an ambulance one day but they said it was from dehydration but then the joint pain started and it was unbearable so thats why I made the appointment but god I wish I hadn't.
I promise I'll make it out. We caught it early enough.
I can't ask anything of you, you've done so much as it is and made me who i am today
You helped me find myself and you helped Ford too. I talk to him about you and honestly, his behavior improved majorly.
You'd be so proud of him.
We can still have that visit, just when I'm better.
I couldn't have you see me after I get the treatments rolling
Me being bald might be very scary.
XD
I promise though, I'll be ok, and you can come see Ford if I still have him by then which i know I will.
I don't know what to really think of the whole situation, I have so many questions but I'm going to be very optimistic about the whole thing. I've already talked to a 15 year old girl who has Ewings Sarcoma and she said the best method for healing is being positive and surrounding yourself with love so I know I can have both of those things.
Bri probably will be emailing you, if she hasn't already.She's pretty upset about the whole thing and if there is one thing I could ask of you it would be to watch out for her and when she does come to you please be very optimistic about the situation.
She has to be strong for the little ones and I have to be strong for her and you.
I'll talk to you soon.
<333

and fyi, I miss you too.
I'll keep you updated.

oh hun
=/
im sorry i wasnt on
things have taken a drastic turn and it's going to be really hard for me to get online sometimes
he's not worth it then
if he cant understand how much he means to you and how much you should mean to him
then he's not even worth your love

Yes, I did DX

Im from oregon, so yeah. myspace.com/kingofkoenighain

haha. thats true. I can't wait till the baby is born. Yeah i agree things will get better after words. Ill never tell the kid he was an absolute mistake tho.... never.
uh, a month and a half since concived.

haha. Uncle.... i don't feel like one. At all. I just feel like another person who thinks that that life thats happening in Dawns body is a huge mistake and shouldn't have happen. I feel so sorry for the baby.... honestly. Uncles aren't like that. I'm not one.
Its around 1 and a half months old.
the dad isn't its dad. Hes not going to exist in the babys life. Because he bailed out.

haha, FML stands for fuck my life. :P
me and my sisters never used to get along. Its just now we got closer due to, her getting pregnat and me helping her out.

I didn't say all Muslims were bad. I even said that Islam is family oriented, how is that saying they are bad? I said extremists were. The extremists (who happened to be of the Islamic religion) wanted non-Islam believers to be destroyed. I said there are parts of the world where it [i]is[/i] taught like that. I didn't say all Muslims wanted anyone who wasn't Muslim destroyed.

Usama Bin Laden taught his followers to kill the infidels. And, from what I've read, those who are non-believers are the infidels (despite religion; those who aren't Christian are infidels, those who aren't Muslim are infidels etc.) Bin Laden is an extremist, and he and his followes practice in extreme ways.

Thanks for the journal comment.

I didn't really think that the attacks had anything to do with their religion, that's just what I heard from the streets. But then again, they knew they were going to die, so religion was somewhat involved (i.e - heaven or hell? 72-1000 virgins? and so on) But that couldn't've been the main cause, unless they believed that whoever they worshipped wanted them to do that. But I wouldn't think that would be the case.

I'm still trying to figure all this out.

Sad times indeed, I'm really not looking forward to next year myself for those reasons, not that I know what I will do but I'm sure that some people will head away.

haha. Uhm nothing really, writing a story with my sister shes into now. she even has a mibba. FML. -_-
lmao.
oh and new school. getting used to that.

yup, duskfreakingdusk@hotmail.com.
annndd.
gayton?? hehe >.<

uhhhh.... no... lmao. probs somewhere else in canada but not in my lil' gated community. lmao.

Haha XD

Thank you for the lovely story comment :D I had something similar happen to me too, except the boy was really nice :(

hoops on your head?? somthing i'm missing?
lmao.
my hair soft?
i guess.....
lmao.
:D