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Heyy what's up? I'm fine just adjusting to Mibba life :D

it ok :) i would have commented earlier, but i had to read all 21 chapters so i didnt confoose people :)

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Oh! And thank you so very much for the story comment. I really didn't like that story, but your comment made me smile.

You're most welcome, love.

Then write your own! Then WRITE YOUR OWN and LET THE NOZUKA EXCITEMENT FLOW!!!

hey babe, what you sorry for, i've not been on for time lol.

Hahahaha, alot has changed tbh. ok so it may take a while, (sorry if its a Bible message lol).

So i've been sleepin with someone, and last month/this month, i thought i was pregnant, but thank fuck i'm not, (tbh i'm to young for a kid, and not even in the right frame of mind =/). so i found out i 100% wasnt and the guy i'd been sleeping wid, basically fuked me off. I guess its scared him and stuff, but we was still havin sex wen i thought i was pregnant, so i'm kinda very confussed lol, but its all good cos i got two other lads after sleeping with me lol.

One of them i have already slept with on new yrs. we got really pissed and stoned and ended up in bed, oppps! but tbh i started to fall for him, but he has a girlfriend (which i didnt know about untill the mornin after we slept togeva!) But then he starts txtin me again, sayin he wants to sleep togeva again, so now i'm mega confussed. Idk tbh, i do like him, but i dont want him to split up with his bird cos of me, but on the other hand i do. Argh! So confussed!

Then i have the 3rd guy, who i dont really know, but i've met him a few times and he really fit (but new yrs guy omg he is fuckin gergous!! nom lol) and we had cyber sex a couple of times lol! and but the thing is my m8 likes him aswell, and i feel bad on her, cos i dont like like him, jst want sex lol. Tbh im gonna talk to my m8, see what she thinks i should do, and see if it would hurt her if i did sleep with him.

So thats that outta the way hmmm what else, ummmm...

OooOoOo I got my hip peirced, well its not actually my hip, its the top of my leg, but i call it my hip lol. but omg its awesome, i got the left side done and i'm gettin the right done next month, then i'm gonna get the left side done in march and the the right in april, so i end up with two on each side lol. I know its propa different, but tbh i really like it, and its me because its different. People are like why ur hip, and i'm like 1: cos its different, idk anyone else with it done and 2: because i like peircings and i'm not aloud risable ones at work, and u cant see my hip.

Ok so i think i've gone on enough and u got enough to get ur head round pmsl. Btw i'm not a slag ( well ok i am but i'm not a bad slag lol(dont no if that possible but hey lol)).

Hey, hows work going? u still enjoyin it? and have to u moved yet, cos i member on of the last times u message u was on about movin lol.

Oh and one last thing, i've split up with steph once and for all, we not even on talking terms, she cheated on me, lied to me, and is just a very stupid perthetic girl. and tbh i still have feelings for her yh, but tbh i'm worth so much more than her. Wen i was with her, i was self harming, and not really arsed about bout life or myself or anything but her tbh, and now i'm free of her, omg life is so much better, i can go out and see my m8s, my arms are fully healed, not self harmed in about 3 months not i think, probs more. and tbh its fukin great, and my depression gone now pretty much.

Oppppps sorry going on again. anyways write back soon babe,
Love and miss you hunnie xxxxxxxx<3333333333

Oh darn...really? Pffttt... well then, I guess I'll just comment every two days until it's posted. :P Not to be a nuisance, but because....eh, just because. ;]

Ahhh...sounds, ech... Well, at the bright side, writing helps relieve stress sometimes, right? (:

Lol. Well, in that case, I'm glad to have helped. :]
Hmm...it is her turn, huh? I'm gonna keep hold of that two day promise, and gonna be absolutely crushed if it's not kept. :P

I'm doing pretty good, a lot better actually. And yourself?

And it was great! I loved it. :] Thanks so much, I didn't mean to nag, lol. Was just trying to show some support to maybe help you out. (:

Hey, he just wouldn't get off me. I'll email u on here wot he did cos i cba goin on the lappy wen i get home later. Are u really comin over cos that would be so amazing. I'd cry if u did, happy tears of course :). And yeah i know I should. I didn't mean to get that drunk. I just kinda did. Xx

Heyyy. My life just seems to get worse And worse. I went to a party last night, got really drunk and ended up be taken advantage of. He wouldn't leave me alone. I was scared and cryin. My mates had to calm me down. I really wanted to cut again. But I didn't. Xxx

yeah i do, i forgot i had it. tbh it gets like that alot thats mainly why i end up cutting :(

tbh i hate cuttin so much, but i really cant help it. when it all builds up inside, idk how else to let it out. i have tried cryin, screamin, walk and writing, loads of things. But sadly cutting seems to be my way out, i guess there is a better way out. but i dont no it yet.


And thnks hun, i shall do :) x

hey darlin, i'm sorry to worry you. but i didnt know who to turn to. i was really upset, got drunk and cut again. they not bad, but i cut ten times yesterday. i'm really sorry hun. its just all built up inside me for ages and it just had to come out i guess =/ xx

saturday. argh, i just used my blade!!!!!! I think steph is cheatin on me. do u have msn x

thanks hun, i´m more and more home sick by the second. Its driving me crazy. All i can seem to do is stare at stephs picture on my phone. and i miss her so much. I really do. And tbh everyone back home, and i keep makin my self cry, cos i´ll listen to me and stephs songs.

I shall try that, some how i dont know if it will work, but fingers crossed. ty xx xx

Hey,

Yeah she passed away about 8 months ago, it was really sudden :'(. I was at work when i found out. She was really young as well, well for someone to die, she was 64ish. In the hotel, all they seem to play is my nans favourite songs. I guess though she might be worryed about me. :) she is probs watching over me :).


Yeah i have tryed that, but the two friends i have come away with, dont know i smoke so it is really hard to and i keep havin to sneak out for them. haha, i'm starting to run out of excuses lmao.

Thanks babes, you know your an amazing friend. Love you hun :) xxx

hey darling you ok, i´m so home sick atm, i´m in spain an omg do i miss my family :´(. I´m sat in the games room, trying not to cry cos one of the songs played at my nans funeral is playing.

Sorry to moan to you, but i need to cut atm and i cant :´(.

Love you.
Alice xxxx

I really dont have a clue, but he is really starting to piss me off so much, I want to transfer to a different store.

I cut on monday because me and steph had a huge arrgument, and i had to tell him that i was feeling down and shit yesterday, when i showed him, he said thats not bad at all, i have scratched myself worse than that. So i felt like doing it worse and deeper last night, but passed out.

Tbh i cba with him anymore, he puts me on a huge down every shift i work with him, I can never do anything right. ARGH!!!!! He pisses me off.

Haha, its all good though, i would rather be on the floor than the till, cos at least you less likely to have to speak to people. I'd rather go on the floor wen i'm on a downer.

I'm in college, :). But yeah i guess its ok, I was menna b in today, but i have been ill so i'm stayin off today. but be reet.

What about you, You ok? Hows school/college?
LOVE YOU :).
Much love Alice xxxx

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